Peachy Confessionals

2012

2012-01-07T02:16:00.000-05:00

Will this year be the year of redemption, where all the crappy moments from 2011 are made up?
I somehow doubt this. What's probably going to happen is even more sheeeeeeeyit. Seriously.

I don't do resolutions. Mostly because I can't ever keep them, and because I always forget about them. So why bother?

So I got a new keyboard. Aw yeah! And a new mouse. Je suis le happiness.

I'm suddenly obsessed with nail polish. I got two from my poopy workplace, and three from Walmart. I especially like this scented nail polish I bought. One smells like, "ocean breeze", while the other one is "coral papaya". Om nom so nice.

I understand why Walmart is so popular. It's because everything is there, and it's always one sale!!!! I must look for items there before I decided to buy them from certain other places that are overly priced. Grr.

I'm attempting to save up. For the Washington trip, and also for ... the ultimate materialistic item (well not really, but in my case it will be)... Ugg boots. Not the moccasin kind, the sweater boot kind, with the pretty warm looking wool. I pine for it (although I've never actually had a pair before or had it taken away). Why do I want a pair so badly? I don't know. I just do, and that's stopped me before, but not now! I'll get them somehow. (No I don't plan on stealing a pair, because that's somewhat impossible).

I'm pretty sure T.O.O. wants me. Hahahhahahhahahahhahahhahahhahah. Juuuust kidding. I wish. Our first form of communication was over that certain f-book thing, and consisted of, "Have we met?".... I'm a little embarrassed to say that I died a little inside. Not from happiness, but from being so mortified. I just added him because I don't see him at badminton anymore, so I thought. "Why not, it's not like he'll accept for another 9 months". Then the next time I log on, hes accepted the friend request and messaged me. I'm sooooooooooo mortified. My pride. My ego. My dignity. GONE. Am I really that forgettable? Really? Maybe I should be an annoying talkative prick and won't be forgotten. Haha just kidding I'm not her. No offense of course. I just feel like bitching at someone. Maybe he said that to start conversation? I mean, he has like 900+ friend... PLEASE LET THAT BE TRUE, AND RESPOND TO MY IDIOTIC REPLY. I won't even say what that is, it humiliates me to think about it. Positive thoughts. Prom. Hes going to take me to his prom. Yeah right. (I wish)

I keep saying that I'm going to get a haircut and I still manage not to. I really need a trim at least now. Goodness gracious great balls of fur. I don't know where that expression came from. Ignore it.

Good Night, Sleep Tight, Eat Right, and don't become obese!
Love,
Monica - Version 2012

Thoroughly Pissed Off

2011-12-08T00:01:00.001-05:00

Things that PISS ME OFF:

1. School. Why did I not change my semester so that everything was balanced? Why the effing hell not?

2. This GD internet connection that sucks monkey excrement. Stop disconnecting every fracking fricking flacking five minutes. Why aren't you working faster? (I'm containing so much rage right now)

3. Work. Why must you schedule me such annoying shifts, that are completely shitty and no one else wants?

4. Biology. GRR.

5. Not getting a lot of sleep.

MONICA

I Realized...

2011-11-19T22:24:00.002-05:00

Again, that I am:
- a chapstick
- floss
- cardigan
- gum
Loving junkie. Why must I buy more chapstick when I already have like ... 10, or so. I don't know, maybe because I don't want to run out of chapstick... and also because it makes my lips oh so soft and wonderful. Not that it really matters to anyone (I'm assuming), I just like it when my lips aren't dry because it hurts. Really it does.

Today at work this creepy old guy didn't understand what I said, so I repeated it and he was like, "I need to watch the beautiful young girls like you." My internal reaction, " D: ". My thoughts, "Oh my goodness pedophile alert, help Buddha, Lord whoever can save me from rape". The reality, "*Monica is silent*" I was not violated in any sort of way, and thankfully he left. Why does this happen to me? Old people shouldn't try to communicate in a joking manner to younger people (like moi). I was thoroughly uncomfortable. Wow I really hate eight hours shifts. Weird crud like that is bound to occur.

Why does Google keep advertising stuff I look up on the internet? Like material items I plan to purchase? How do I stop this madness?

In regards to something else, your blog was not really that hard to find... I don't even remember how I came across it, and after reading that one post, what did you expect? Obviously I wouldn't be happy about your sudden abandonment, and absence. I was just there huh? I didn't help you out through your rough times I wasn't even aware of? Maybe it's because you were never there, and were always with a certain someone and purposely avoided us. If you didn't want to talk to your other, "ex bestfriend" then why not try to get me alone a tell me about your problems? I would've tried to help, but I was unaware of anything because you spent all your time with other people. I really regret taking you for granted and assuming you'd always be there for me. That's completely false. I wrote those things at the time because I was so angry and confused. If someone were to do the same thing to you, and suddenly stop talking to you, how would you feel? You were my bestfriend, and I honestly thought you were one of the best people I'd ever known, but after ditching me, my feelings changed drastically. You didn't even care, even when I tried harder to bring you back. You completely disregarded me, and I hated that. I don't really hate you as much, but you thoroughly annoy me now. Don't try to discuss this with me in school, or bring cookies because it's not going to solve anything. I wonder when you're even going to see this... Doesn't matter, and neither do you really, anymore.

Monica

An Unimportant Update of My Life & Other Randomness

2011-11-18T15:41:00.001-05:00

I realized that I really like post-apocalyptic action romance novels... wtf?
I wear way too much grey and black.
Drake is part of everything now. I must attend a concert.
I'm an awkward turtle.
My hair is really long, like really really long. Holy pewp.
I have a new cousin!
I no longer fear work. I just don't look forward to it.
I spend way too much money whenever I go shopping... which is actually a lot more than before oddly enough (but it's not really that odd).
I realized that I like this font much better than the one I usually use.
I was doing my nails this morning and was using sparkles to put on a nail when it got all over my face when I was trying to blow it off... idiot.
Sims 3 is not as awesome as Sims 2 because they're not as beautiful. Maybe someone should mod some skin! That'd be pretty awesome.
I attempted to make a Sims 2 video for an extra marks creative piece assignment for English class, but I'm not really that skilled in that area so I wrote a poem instead. I think my teacher liked it because she asked to keep it...
I hate when I'm skipping up the stairs and my toe touches a stair and I think I'm going to die.... how terrible.
I want sushi. My mother made some yesterday but I ate the rest of it this morning...
I dislike school a lot.

Love and CAKE,
Monica

That Thing Called Attraction

2011-10-12T23:52:00.005-04:00

Why does it seem like whenever someone initially likes me, they never show signs of it?
Or it's the complete opposite, and they could try being a little less obvious?
The only reason I know sometimes is because their friends happen to tell me.
Then I'm embarrassed, and slightly flattered.
Or or or, they don't like me at all...
I am confused.

Let's theorize that a person likes me. Why can't this person just make conversation with me, and try to be friends or something? Why don't they show pretty obvious signs of liking me, instead of randomly staring at me whenever they think I'm not looking???

Am I too scary or something? I smile, but sometimes when I'm feeling happy I forget to convey the emotion to my face.

Am I being sexist too? Is this some kind of really old female instinct thing that a male must approach me in order for me to feel interest, or know of their interest? I must be strong. Empower the strong women that I am! Or something, I don't know. I'm kind of shy sometimes though.

Attraction is annoying. The only kind of attraction that seems useful is in magnets, and sometimes they don't even work well because the attraction decreases if something thick is in the way.

Wow, this just proves that life sucks and that I'm not going to ever get married.

RANDOM QUESTION:
Do people tend to treat you better if you're more attractive?
Are people actually looking at me, or am I just imagining it?
Why won't the pedo with the ugly smile stop pedosmiling at me?
Why wasn't T.O.O. at badminton this week?
Can my work please stop scheduling me to work 8 hour shifts?
How did BA manage to obtain a 96% average in this grade?

ALRIGHT GOODNIGHT,
LOVE,
LIKE,
TOLERATE,
Monica

The Monotony of Life

2011-10-09T11:58:00.003-04:00

My life shouldn't be considered monotonous at this age, right? Well considering I have the hardest freaking semester, and I work on the weekends when I really should be sleeping in... it's monotonous. I'm pretty busy with a lot stuff... and it sucks.

Luckily, my PC works again and so I bought Sims 3! Hehehe I'm such a geek. But it's pretty cool, although not as awesome as all the advertisements make it seem. It's hard building relationships when I can barely see the meter, or like what their relationship has manifested to... I can't make affairs as easily!!!!

I hate physics.

Robopocalypse is the best and creepiest book ever.

I loved it.

Physics will be the death of my average.

This grade is a ton harder than the last grade. Holy freaking crap.

I need to step it up.

I dislike physics so much.

I wish that it wouldn't take so long for the library to get me the books I want to read.

I wish I had time to read.

I hope I didn't fail those three tests I had in one day.

I spend way too much money on shopping and unnecessary things. Like beautiful and bamf shoes.

I want to get perfume, because I want to smell nice and be happy every time I smell it.

I still want to get those beautiful badminton shoes. And a new racket.

I want to save for an ipad, but that will take a while, and the temptation to spend and the shopping bliss I get is so ... hard to resist.

I think that if I got a nail buffer my nails would look quite stunning.

I'm getting that nail buffer the next time I go to the mall.

Jeans from Hollister are really comfortable, and so so soft. I'm getting a few more pairs, then switching to something less attainable if more expensive. Everyone has them...

My split ends are getting really gross. I need a haircut!!!

If someone likes me, why can't they just show signs of it, like talking to me more or something instead of randomly staring at me? It makes me uncomfortable.

This computer requires a new mouse and keyboard, because both freaking suck, to death.

Random thoughts from a not so random anymore person.

I’ll follow you for any cause
I’ll fight for you in any war
And all to say that I am yours

- Lyrics from the song, "Be the One" by Jack Penate

I Must Eat BreakFAST! Actually LUNCH,

Monica

Random Question Confession Time

2011-09-17T22:11:00.002-04:00

No deleting questions.

There's a probability that I will...

Do you think your good enough for the person you like?

I don't know them enough to think about whether or not I'm good enough for them, but since I am incredibly arrogant sometimes, yes. Yes I am.

Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?

Oui.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?

No. I hate all equally.

Have you ever been called beautiful?

At the most random times.

The last time you felt honestly broken?

About a month ago.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?

Nope!

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

T.O.O. lol. I'm a geek.

Has the person you like seen you with no make-up and hair a mess?

Yes, because I can't wear make up. My skin is too sensitive. And yes again for my hair, because it's always at a certain extracurricular event that makes my hair a mess sometimes.

Is there a person you hate more then anything?

Yes, they know who they are.

Are you missing anyone?

A little, but they don't really exist anymore.

Have you ever felt replaced?

I was...

Do you trust your best friend with your life?

Oui oui.

Can you honestly say you know a very cute guy?

I know of many very cute guys :)

Has anyone said anything cute to you recently?

"Happy Birthday Monica, I love you. Love Dad." Technically through text, but it was so sweet, and so surprising.

Is "because i was drunk" a good enough reason for you?

Never ever ever.

What made you really happy today?

Finally finishing working, then eating something. lol.

Did yesterday have any significance to you?

Opposite of yes.

Would you ever donate blood?

Sure, when I'm older.

Your bestfriend ever walk in on you having sex with the last person you kissed?

LOL, no.

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?

Yeah, but they don't know me.

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind right now?

Now that I'm reminded, yes.

Do you think relationships are hard?

I've never actually been in one... but yes they seem really time consuming and complicated.

Have you ever made a guy cry?

LOL yeah, in the second grade, because I was being mean to him since he didn't do something right. A big fat tear plopped down on the paper after too, and the teacher just told him to stop crying. I was such a bully...

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?

Uh... no, I don't think so.

If you were in a relationship for 1 year and your boy/girlfriend cheated on you what would you do?

If this were to actually happen, I would probably cry, then dump them. "I dump thou, you heinous swine"

Have you ever taken someone back after they've cheated?

NO RELATIONSHIPS.

Have you ever been in an on-and-off relationship?

NOOO.

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?

MAYBE (CRISTIANO RONALDO, SIDNEY CROSBY, MATT GORDON... MR SEXY [LOL], SEAN O'PRY [I think he might be homo though :(] ).

Are you disappointed in anyone right now?

No.

When was the FIRST time you ever saw the person you like?

Last Tuesday, and if I'm thinking of the other one that I semi ish almost like, then Friday.

Are you nice to everyone?

Haha. Not at all.

When did you last receive a text message?

Last Monday. On my Birthday from my cousin actually.

Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?

It makes me uncomfortable.

Name something great that happened today?

I finally got done work, then ate. Yummy, yummy, in my tummy.

Has anyone of the opposite sex told you they missed you lately?

I don't think they've ever really told me that... well... yeah no they haven't. But that's okay.

Have you done something stupid to get a guy's/girl's attention?

I said something stupid on accident that was meant to tease them, but they just ended up making fun of me instead. What a confusing situation. It also infuriated me because it was supposed to insult them at the same time, but they're too stupid to get it. Grr.

What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?

I'd be really sad.

How do you feel about the word love?

People use it too loosely.

Hows your heart?

Making my hand pulsate. I don't know why it hurts right now :( .

Do you hide how you feel?

All the time.

Okay wasn't that a nice confessoin, random question time thing?
Oui, oui.

Guten Night and Guten Bye!!!

Monica

:(

2011-09-04T18:57:00.002-04:00

There are many reasons why I am feeling sad:

1. School is starting in two days. Although I am somewhat looking forward to it, I don't feel like going back yet.
2. I have yet to purchase new things for myself to go back to school. Well actually I've bought a few, but that doesn't count.
3. I want my VEST for WORK. I look like such a n00b. Seriously. It's so easy to tell who's new and it makes me feel ... noticeable. I want to blend in and anonymous.
4. My birthday is coming up, and I've yet to receive that one thing I kind of want but haven't gotten yet. Typical.
5. My desktop still doesn't work and I want to use it again.
6. I miss going on Sims. I really don't know how I've survived this long without it.

I'm just so bored. There's never anything to do, and I do not want to do the dishes (my mother's suggestion). I hope during this school year I can raise my average to 96% (because I'm a complete nerd) so that scholarships will come by easier for graduation in a couple years. Also, that's be pretty cool. I'd be beyond.

Gross, I just looked out the window and saw my annoying neighbor's odd father. He's wearing these weird shorts and I am now going to the window to close the blinds, which I know I should've done before. I hate when the window's open and everyone can just LOOK into the house. It makes me a bit paranoid actually. When I was closing the window I was kind of worried that he would see me closing the blinds, because then I'd have felt a bit rude. Whatever, now no one can see me. :)

I have headbands. I love headbands, although I didn't use to wear them that often. Either way, they give me a sense of euphoria, kind of like how cats get with catnip. I looked that up today actually, because I was watching Shrek 2, and while Puss in Boots was getting arrested, they took the catnip away from him and called him a catnip dealer. I was like ... "???" Then I got it. It's a kitteh drug. Coooooool.

Random thought:
That sad moment when your mom's home but you're still hungry.

That's me right now.

:(,
Monica

Randomness Flows Through My Veins

2011-08-20T21:41:00.000-04:00

It upsets me that most of my wardrobe consists of stripes, and the colour grey. This is so immensely annoying, but I am trying to be mature and contain my rage but not typing in all caps like I normally would. Sigh.

What also upsets be is that every time I type out colour the Canadian way it says I'm spelling it wrong. It's not wrong, it's Canadian.

I'm feeling kind of depressed right now because there's nothing to eat, and my mom's not home to make me anything. That's so stereotypical. Why must I continue relying on my mother to keep me fed? I need to stop this. But seriously, my stomach deserves some well earned food after 8 and a half hours of freaking work.

Is it shallow that I'm excited to make money only so that I can buy a bunch of stuff for myself? Like unnecessary but pretty expensive-ish stuff? I know parents and people talk about how hard work is and what it actually takes to make money, but I don't really feel it yet. I'm happy with the way my bank account of steadily rising from le zero to more moolah for moi. I think I feel this way because last summer, I tried doing stuff (but didn't actually get a job) to make money, and only made 90 dollars in two months, so I'm happy with this 80 ish dollars in eight hours. I am content.

I'm brooding again. It's funny how my mood shifts with my stomach. Hurry up mother, I'm starving.

I dislike when I walk and people of the opposite gender look at me?? I really can't tell if they're look at me, something else, or... I don't know! Why are you looking at me and making me feel uncomfortable? When can I get my uniform? I need to stop looking like a n00b and start looking bau5. Maybe I'm just self conscious. Well that, or they're really actually looking at me. See the thing is, sometimes I feel really ugly, then look in the mirror and think, "Oh I'm not that ugly", or it's the opposite. I feel almost nice looking, then look in the mirror and recoil at my hideousness. Are all mirrors and reflective surfaces out to get me? Or maybe I am that deformed looking? I don't know, I want to eat something with substance.

My mammy isn't home yet. I am the sadness.

Sammiches and shopping sprees forever.
Monica

A Quick Rant

2011-08-15T19:13:00.000-04:00

Annie the movie sucks. Even though it was part of my childhood and I used to like it a lot and sing it all the time, I've come to realize that Annie is actually a manipulative little red headed munchkin that's just intent on getting what she wants and guilting people by making herself seem pathetic, poor and unwanted. She's not a very good role model, now is she???

Goodbye,
Monica

List of Wishes

2011-08-05T14:50:00.001-04:00

The majority of these are completely illogical and won't happen, but if they somehow managed to then I'd blog everyday. Jokes, but seriously, I'd be the happiest girl in the world!

I would like:
- A chocolate frog (HP) I don't know why, but they sound so scrump-de-le-umptious.
- A cloak (Also from HP) It looks so warm... and wizardly.
- A squirtle... OMG my favourite POKEMON. It's so cute...
- That adorable puppy dog thing with the short legs and furry widdle face. I wish I knew what kind of dog it was.
- To grow about five more inches... so unlikely.
- To win the lottery. Typical human thought.
- To get a signed jersey by Cristiano Ronaldo, and Sidney Crosby.
- To marry Chris Hemsworth.
- For all centipedes, gnats, ants, spiders, and other disgusting insects to die.
- For Jersey Shore to end.
- For Heath Ledger, Michael Jackson and Ghandi to somehow be revived...

... That's about it for now since I cannot think of anything else.

Guten Bye,
Monica

My Life During the Summertime

2011-08-01T14:56:00.000-04:00

It consists mainly of:

Youtube.
That video website thing that seems to keep me occupied for most of the time. I used to bore of it really easily, but now I find that most of my time is spent watching useless and mostly funny videos about nothing. Why? Why? Why? People I'm subscribed to are (It's a pretty long list):

TheFineBros, SuperMac18, Epicmealtime (because the process of making food is actually really really interesting... I don't know why. I also like bacon. Mmm), NationalGeographic, KevJumba, Nigahiga, NDtitanlady, Wongfuproductions, RayWilliamJohnson, Sxephil, DavidSoComedy, Schmohoyo, JennaMarbles, Happyslip, PoreoticsHD, FueledByRamen, Bubzbeauty, MichellePhan, various Sims Machinima creators, Luanlegacy, songstowearpantsto, gunnarolla, KassemG, wafflepwn, and a ton more that I really don't want to go through and list on this dumb blog that I know at leat one person reads.

NinjaKiwi.com
I play Bloons Tower Defence UPDATE 4, because I'm addicted to it. I have the craving to make monkeys pop bloons and destroy MOABS. It's somewhat fun, the monkeys are cute, and it's mind numbing.

Listverse or Cracked
I like lists, and I like random information that doesn't have anything to do with my life. Most of the time I'm reading stuff about medical abnormalities, or really creepy stuff that sort of scares me. I kind of feel paranoid. I hope that one day I don't end up with like... actually I can't really remember the names, but I don't want any of them! I don't want to become a Stepford wife!!!!!!

The County Library Website...
I need books. I read them a lot. I put them on hold so that I don't have to actually go to the library and pick some up, unless I'm really desperate. I'm such a geek.

What I would be doing if I wasn't on my father's laptop and if my stupid desktop was working:
Sims 2... oh how I miss it.
Adding pictures to my collection... of pictures that I like.

Yep, that's it. Isn't my life GRAND?

Just kidding.

Au Revoir,
Monica

Today is my Parent's Anniversary

2011-07-20T14:06:00.001-04:00

Prior to checking the date today, I completely forgot... Silly me. I don't think they're going to really do anything, which is kind of sad, but I think this Saturday we're going somewhere up north to go to a beach and various other activities! That is uber exciting, especially since I've actually been to the beach twice this summer already (2 more times than last year) and the one in this smelly town, stinks like crap and fish. I hate that stench.

Good news: I have finally got a job! As a cashier at a really Canadian store. I'm just really excited to finally make my own money and not having to feel guilty for spending my parents money. I can buy all that stuff I want now and they won't bother me about it, despite how ridiculously expensive it might be.

Sad story (but not really): Once I bought this Roxy backpack that was black and turquoise, and soooo pretty, for $50, but my parents made me return it... it wasn't even their money. It was the money of my aunt from Australia who randomly decided to give my sibs and I free moolah. I was so sad after...

Something I've noticed: If I add pictures to posts, then they tend to get more views. Ohh, strategy.

Anyhow, I feel bad because I was finally starting to post more than once every five months, but whatever. It's not like a lot of people (or any?) read this anyways.

Au revoir,
Monica

Sunny Disposition

2011-06-24T20:47:00.001-04:00

I don't really have one, unless I've had too much coffee, sugar or a goodnight of rest... BUT, I've realized that a lot of my past posts have been negative... so why not be positive since I'm now done school until September? Happiness... Peachy Happiness.

Things I Like:
- Food. When it comes to food, my mind is that of an obese man. I want large portions, of it ALL.
- Reading novels. Teen fiction ones. I can't help it! It's so entertaining, but seriously I must start reading more substantial stuff...
- Music that enters my soul and instills sweet blissful joy. LOL melodramatic... but so true. I like popular mainstream stuff too, but the good music is the one that remains one with me. Melodramatic once again.
- Sunshine. It is life. It just makes me feel happy. :)
- Bittersweet movies. Examples are... Titanic, Slumdog Millionaire, The Prestige...etc.
- My best friend.
- When I witness those funny little moments no one else sees.
- My moments of ultimate hilarious genius. Those moments are so rare I have to remember them.
- The current length of my hair. I feel so feminine!

Oui oui, enough positiveness until I feel like typing on this bloggity blog thing again.

AU REVOIR and FAREWELL,
Monica

Girls and their Lack of Self-Esteem

2011-06-21T17:07:00.000-04:00

I know everyone's into sentimental photos, but must every stupid picture and meaningful thing be about loving someone forever or about how they're beautiful? I do not need to be told in 9 out of 10 photos that I'm a beautiful person and that someone loves me, or that by not loving me it's their loss and someone else will find me and love me better than they did. I'm completely fine. I have good enough self esteem and don't need constant reminder.

Or maybe,
they just like those photos? Well I cannot say that I do, because they all get really annoying and make me want to retch. :)

Why does it seem that a ton of girls nowadays are so insecure? They don't really need to be that skinny, or wear so much makeup. Well it's because of the media. That's all I'm going to say because I've had to write about this so many time in the past that I'm going to get carpal tunnel syndrome in my right hand.

KOREAN DRAMAS. Oh jaaaaaaaa. They are good. So dramatic. So epic. So... Korean.

I must depart because I'm hungry and also because I don't really have much else to type out...

Guten Day to You,
Monica

Freaking Cheese

2011-06-13T16:55:00.000-04:00

Why is it that the one post I have that's had the most views is incredibly stupid, and has a picture of freaking Gouda cheese in it?

I think that's the only reason why it's had more views. How depressing.

Gouda.
Cheese.

Goodbye Cruel Blogging World (for today),
Monica

Summaaaa Tooiimmeeee (Random Spewing of Words and Such)

2011-06-10T19:06:00.000-04:00

The title was supposed to say, "Summer time" but it's understandable if you didn't get it.

So oui, if you live in North America, and are in the northern hemisphere you will probably have SUMMER MANIA. It is something like an obsession and irritating excitement at the fact that SUMMER TIME is coming up. You might have an urge to go to the beach, take some scantily clad photos of yourself in a SWIMMING COSTUME (swim suit... hehe British thoughts again) and fantasize about a SUMMER FLING with someone not from around your town.

I, on the other hand (and as pretentious as it may sound), am not interested in such a thing. I want money, I want to become bau5 at badminton, and I want to GET THE OTHER ONE. Just kidding. Although I really do need a job to obtain money, so that I can buy badminton stuff. The Other One probably won't happen.... but yes, I'm a geek, and I don't care because badminton is the bau5est sport evaarrerererererer.

I love spelling boss like bau5. It's mostly because I saw a deadmau5 video and couldn't figure out how to pronounce it, then suddenly UNDERSTOOD it.

Back to the summertime. I guess it's an excuse for people to take half nude photos of themselves and post it on FACEBOOK. I wouldn't do it, because the only difference between underwear and swimsuits are the material and that one's "socially acceptable" to wear in public. Other than that, there's not much of a difference. I don't want people seeing me in my half nuddy pantsness. LOL that was really dumb.

What I'm probably going to do during the summer is:

- work (please please please let me get a job somewhere)

- badminton training (yayayayayayayaya If I get a job, I'll pay for it myself :D)

- reading a ton of books that are most likely going to be really dumb...

- going on the PUTER (computer) and playing SIMMIES (Sims 2, or if I get money, SIMS 3)

- sleeping in til 2... wow

- going to sleep at 3 ... bad

- hanging out with my frand that I adore.

- going on the treadmill... if I remember

- WORKING out... maybe.

....

RANDOMNESS PREVAILS

with:

Questions:

Why do girls want guys to hug them from the back?

Why does everyone assume that you would go perfectly with someone of your own race?

Why do girls want someone to love them and have to tell them so ALL THE FREAKING TIME?

Why is the remix version of Til the World Ends so much better than the original?

Why am I actually listening to it?

Am I really going to take gym again next year? Should I be a geek and change it to something less fun and active?

Why does it seem like everyone needs someone (ownership wise, bf gf stuff)? I don't feel it necessary to have a boyfriend, because there's only one person remotely interesting enough.

When am I going to get a job?

Is my resume good enough?

Do I seem selfish and self absorbed talking about myself all the time, or is that okay because this is still my blog?

Is anyone even reading this blog? For real? Wanna comment to let me know?

Why am I getting creeped/stalked by a random male whenever I walk home?

Did you know that setting up a romantic night is just something that will eventually lead to reproductive motions whether or not it's right after or in 10 years?

Why can people just like Jewish people? There's nothing wrong with that, did you know that?

Who is this "you" I keep asking the questions to?

WILL MY QUESTIONS EVER CEASE?

Yes, right now...

THOUGHTS:

Bruno Mars is bangable because hes so cute.

Chris Hemsworth is the manliest of men... LOL I can't believe I just typed that out.

If a certain person is so not desperate for a boyfriend, why create a list of requirements for a person that's definitely not real, and not going to go for you?

That was a question... oh no.

I really like eating eggs. They're so om nom nommy. Unless you have them every day and as your only meal (like when I first had my wisdom teeth taken out).

My hair is really long, but needs a trim because I have so many split ends. This saddens me.

I'm obsessed with flossing, brushing and making sure my teeth are straight ever since I got my braces off.

I'm addicted to gum. Really, my dad hid the gigantic gum packs from me. Woe is me.

Having long luscious locks makes me feel feminine. I ruv it.

I purposely spelled ENGLISH wrong on my USB key. I spelled it engRish. What an illiterate fobby thing to do.

I dislike people who can make jokes about asians but can't handle jokes about their own races. You're not an expert on asians so please shut your stupid mouth.
I am a nice shade of "black". Just kidding, I'm just tanned. w00t.

I don't understand why males like me when I'm so mean to them. Don't I sound like a mean bitch sometimes? Yes well... I am.

I adore the song, "In for the Kill (Skrillex remix) - Laroux". It's heavy, and techno all at the same time, which might not make sense. It's dub step I think. Either way, I really like it.

I am bored and want to go on Sims 2 now.

So.

GOODbye.

Which originated from "God be with you".

Should I say farewell instead?

Nah, that would really be odd.

Monica is jobless and wants some moolah.

AU REVOIR.

Poetic Thoughts

2011-06-08T15:56:00.000-04:00

I like Hate

Everyone makes it seem
as though love is something
bittersweet that tears you
apart

But hate,
it builds defenses
and makes walls

Creates an armor to protect you
from any compromise of
the current hatred

Hate is an all consuming feeling
Something driven by fury and anger
By Lust and by envy

It feels so good
to Hate
and you don't want to
let it go

It's your strength
What gives you
purpose
to hurt others
like they've done to
you

But it's hard to
really make it last
because in the
end
there's not a lot of
hate
but a lot of
loneliness
when those emotions
are all burned up.

Pests

2011-06-03T21:09:00.000-04:00

This may include people, or actual pests (CENTIPEDES).

I. REALLY. HATE. CENTIPEDES.

They are so disgusting looking. Like mini spawns of hell. Like they're going to bite you and cause you to convulse then die. OH. MY. GOODNESS.

Sometimes they appear in my house, and whenever they do, I scream like bloody hell then either get my dad, or attempt to kill it with something. It's definitely not something I can tolerate.

What really sucks is that because it's now summer, they SHOW UP. During the winter, there are NOOOOO bugs in my house, then during the summer, BOOM. INFESTATION, but not really.

I can't even look at pictures of centipedes. They're too disgusting and vile. I hate those long legs, the fast movement, and how they react when you finally look at them. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Traumatizing moment:
I was in the bathroom and I thought I saw something move on the counter. I checked all over for it to kill it, and then when I finally looked up, IT WAS RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME. I of course screamed, and since it was late at night, could not get a parental figure, so I vacuumed it up.

I really hoped that it killed it, otherwise it could just crawl out of the vacuum and INHABIT MY HOUSE. I really don't know if vacuuming up pests are such a good idea. I mean, what if they don't die? Yes it may sound very cruel and mean, but I CANNOT STAND THEM AT ALL.

Spiders also disgust me. Another Traumatizing Moment:
I had my wisdom teeth taken out, and I got up early to go to the bathroom. After this I went back to my room and realized there was something fat in my hair. I pulled out A GIGANTIC SPIDER AND WHIPPED IT AT THE GROUND. I completely freaked out and went to my dad to kill it. Unfortunately this took a while, so it escaped. *sadness* I couldn't sleep in my room for a week.

The LAST Traumatizing Moment:
When I was seven, I was sitting on the couch watching t.v. For some reason, I put my hand in the couch, and PULLED OUT A FREAKING GIGANTIC SPIDER BY THE FREAKING LEG. It twitched... I then proceeded to scream, and start crying to my dad who didn't do much to make me feel better.

This concludes my Traumatizing Moments and HATRED for insects.
This does not mean my house is not clean. It means that bugs are after me, and we really need to fill in all the old cracks because if not theres going to be an insect massacre.

AU REVOIR,
Monica

A Very Nerdy Thought

2011-05-31T22:50:00.000-04:00

So because I am an avid reader, and sometimes very analytical, I've noticed something quite odd...

Shakespeare's Sonnet 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

So the highlighted lines kind of reminds me of...

Keenan the (ex... [this makes me sad]) Summer King

Why am I such a nerd? :(

I once heard this thing about how Shakespeare was gay, (and the poem also seems to be about a guy) despite having a wife...

Anyhow, the stuff about summer, and loving it, him, her? KEENAN!

Shakespeare was in love with the Summer King.
Ha. Hahahahaha. I must stop.

Yeah, that's probably really inaccurate, but whatever. I like the books and the poem still.

AU REVOIR,
Monica

Chris Hemsworth

2011-05-30T00:55:00.000-04:00

Holy Freaking CRAAAAAAAAAAP

I can't even begin to explain how much I lust him....
There is no possible way.

His eyes
His hair
His smile
His face
His abs
and body
and clothes that reveal all of this to us...

Okay so the picture does not reveal abs and such, but look at him!!!! Look at those scorching eyes, and rugged good looking ness of him .... I'm not salivating...

I haven't seen Thor yet... and I probably should because if I don't then I'll probably have Chris Hemsworth withdrawal...

There are a lot of good looking famous people out there, but he is definitely on top. And that was not an innuendo of any sort.

GOODNIGHT AND CHRIS HEMSWORTH,
Monica

What Am I Doing Wrong?

2011-05-22T02:43:00.000-04:00

It seems that no matter how hard I try (or don't try) to keep friends, they end up drifting away, or totally abandoning me because of shallow and superficial reasons.

Previous reasons have been because:
1. I'm hanging out with someone they don't like anymore.
2. I'm not cool enough.
3. There's no future for our friendship. At the moment, I need you because I have no one else and you'll have to do.
4. There are more interesting people with the same interests as them.
5. I don't enforce the friendship as much, or really say how I'm feeling because I don't want to feel totally rejected.
6. Someone else was stealing them away and although I tried to say something, they didn't care at all.
7. I guess... I'm boring.
8. They moved away.

Yes, it really hurts when someone stops being your friend for no reason and suddenly disappears. Maybe because it's 2 in the morning, and I'm usually at a highly emotional state during this time, but seriously, am I really not good enough to be your friend? I'm not talking about one specific person right now. There have been some... too many friends to lose. When I befriend a person, I always want to be their friend, even when they're being annoying or frustrating. Can't they remember the fun times we've had, and that whole friend bonding stuff? I hate it. When you have best friends you know they'll be there for you and vice versa, but when they suddenly leave, it's like a sudden emptiness that's hard to identify, but nonetheless gone.

What I really hate is when someone thinks you're their best friend or friend still, but you actually really dislike them. How when you have no one else to hang out with, I'm suddenly your friend again and when your friends show up, you suddenly leave. Even before, when I had a discussion about how you're not my best friend and how because you're so busy with your fun filled life and friends, you can't take a day, weekend, minute to spend time with me, I'm not your best friend. I really dislike you so much. And you're a fake two faced bitch. Don't pretend to like someone when you obviously don't. Don't pretend their your best friend when they're not. Stop being over dramatic, self centered, and ignorant in every way. Learn to take criticism, because if you actually get that career you like talking so much about, then you'll have to deal with a ton of it.

One more thing,
I hate people who are so arrogant and pretentious in their beliefs that they look down on others, or won't accept someone for not believing in the things they do. Shut up and be a good citizen.

Angstful and melancholy,
Monica

The World Did Not End Today

2011-05-21T22:14:00.000-04:00

Obviously.

That's why you're reading this, and that's why there isn't an earthquake happening and zombies or whatever.

OKAY GOODNIGHT,
Monica

The End of the World - Coming Soon!

2011-05-19T19:56:00.000-04:00

I really don't understand why people think the world's going to end so soon...
How many times have people thought the world was going to end, got all hyped up about it, then lived to see the next day?

The earth has at least 7 billion more years, so no worries civilians of Earth, we'll probably be either dead, extinct, or on some other planet that won't die as soon...

I don't believe the world is going to end in two days or (on December 21, 2012) (have you noticed how they're both on the 21st??), and it better not, because I'm going to band camp next week, and I have to finish all my dang projects. If I don't get those done, then the world really will end.

Au Revoir,
Monica

Thinking Un-Peachy Thoughts

2011-05-18T23:02:00.000-04:00

Current Issues:
- I am pained at the moment. It's quite unpleasant.
- I don't want to go to band camp. Oh. My. Goodness.
- I have so many important projects and stuff to do... it's overwhelming.
- I hate eating on just one side of my mouth. It's such a weird sensation.
- I really need to stop procrastinating.
- Every time I see a certain person, I think, "Bitch."

Other Things:
- Fahrenheit 451 is coming true... I'm scared.
- Why post unflattering photos of yourself on facebook and claim that they're cute? Honestly, you just look really stupid.
- Flappers are kind of cool... and not just the way they dressed.
- One ridiculously stupid class I have is actually teaching me! I just can't believe it. Seriously.
- THREE DAY WEEKENDS ROCK.

Not much else to say... It's late, I'm tired... I must shower and stuff.

NOIT NOIT sleep TOIT,
Au Revoir,
Monica :)

I Love Soccer

2011-05-15T23:47:00.000-04:00

Feelings Are Such a BURDEN Sometimes

2011-05-15T23:35:00.000-04:00

Although I may not date, it doesn't mean that I'm not interested in someone... hehe.

Ew I hate giggling... which is hypocritical because I do that a lot myself. I can't help it!

Anyhow, those feelings that come with being a teenager. SUCH A BURDEN SOMETIMES. I get really moody a lot. One minute I'm happy about listening to a certain song, then I'm depressed because I remembered how I didn't succeed in something, or how T.O.O. doesn't know I pine for him.

Just kidding, it's more of a kind of ... longing? Lust? Creepy desire? I'm so odd sometimes.

What's weird is that people think I'm so serious all the time, and that I look emotionless all the time. Well... that's because they don't know me. If they did, they would know how seriously weird I am sometimes, how I have my astoundingly hilarious moments of genius, and how I'm completely NOT serious. Under that robotic mask, is a ton of conflicting thought.

You think you know, but you have no idea.
SHARK TALE QUOTE.

So T.O.O. (which stands for The Other One, for reasons I really shouldn't reveal over the internet) is very unattainable. For one, he doesn't live in my town (that is a slight problem). Two, hes about 2 years older, which at this point in time is a bit too old, and three... I haven't talked to him. Ahh... I'm a walking cliche. Oh sadness. Woe is me. Depression. It's just that around visually appealing people of the opposite gender, I tend to become incredibly shy, and accidentally stare openly. I CAN'T HELP IT. I also tend to say incredibly stupid things at the most inconvenient times. Like when they're passing by, or when they're standing there and I don't realize it.

Omg I'm a disaster.

Alright maybe I'm making this sound worse than it actually is. If I weren't so shy, I MIGHT be able to somehow GET T.O.O. because honestly (and I don't mean to sound conceited) I'm not that ugly. Unless you're racist and don't like asians. But aside from my visual appeal, I'm not making any progress nor do I know if it will be possible for next year. I REALLY HOPE IT IS.

WOW I REALLY NEED TO GO TO SLEEP.

AU REVOIR ET GOOD NUIT (I don't actually know how to say goodnight in french),
Monica

Why He Doesn't Like You

2011-05-09T19:47:00.000-04:00

Reasons Why:

- You're beyond annoying now

- You've changed so drastically it's ridiculous

- In "finding" yourself, you've managed to become a unpleasant looking trollop that wears gross fish net stockings...

- You're really not that great, I don't see why there's a hype about you

- You're fake, just like your "best friend".

Oh, and for you normal girls, he doesn't like you because:

- You're probably making it really obvious, and quite creepy. Stop being a creep.

- You're not showing it enough. He thinks you don't like him.

- You're not acting like yourself.

- You're acting too much like yourself, and it's annoying.

- You're just not that interesting, attractive, his type, cool ... etc.

I wouldn't really know of course, I don't date, but isn't it quite obvious when you're observing those desperate types around you? Besides, I really don't care at this time in my life.

Your amour is not enamored with you because hes still enamored with me. Haha just kidding... but seriously, Life's a Bitch, and so are you.

It's funny, because when I look back to all those bitch-sessions, hilarious moments and memories of being a particular person's friend, I see how much time I've wasted. I can't exactly say this to you in person because I don't really communicate with you anymore. I'm not upset about that though, I couldn't stand a minute talking to you because you sound like such a ditz it makes me want to vomit.

"WORDS" I HATE:

- SKETCHY (ew)

- NBD (disgusting)

- LEGIT

- LULZ

- LAWL

And squealing... I completely hate squealing. If you do that, please go away. Don't squeal in the process.

Seriously Angstful,

Monica

Complaining

2011-05-03T11:45:00.000-04:00

This is also known as "Bitching" and although I don't usually swear
IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS MY ANNOYANCE RIGHT NOW.

Thing I Must Bitch About:
- how I got my wisdom teeth removed and the results of it
- ex friends
- stupid books
- I don't know what else, let's just see what happens

So last Saturday I had my wisdom teeth removed... Yeah it sucks... so much. My face is still swelled up, and I can barely close my mouth because it's so FAT. I look like a morbidly obese child, and I don't have a chin! I seriously should've waited until the summer to get them removed, because I look so stupid. At least during the summer I wouldn't have missed anything important... but during this time of the year? FREAKING HELL. I hate missing school because of all the catching up I'll need to do... Not to mention I have an important tournament that's coming up soon, and I don't know whether or not I'll be able to attend!!!!!!! I really want to go, but if my face is still swelled up then I'll look like an idiot while there. This has caused so many complications. I've also been worried about whether or not my gums are infected... although I'm pretty sure they're not. My jaw is wider than the rest of my face. I can't eat anything solid! I can't chew... I'm never full... F M L. I'm probably losing marks because I haven't been to school for two days... and then my average will go down. Oh woe, why must life be so cruel to me right now??? Why why why why why why why?

There are people in your life you thought would've stayed in it for a long time... when they leave because of stupid reasons you might become confused, sad or really angry. I have experienced all those feelings because of a stupid person who's too inconsiderate and too much of a push over to try and ignore another stupid person who has stolen my ex-friend away. Although that may sound confusing and not make any sense, it's true, and I don't want to bitch about it for too long because I'm hungry and I have to find something not too hard to eat yet able to fill me up...

So I'm currently reading Darkest Mercy by Melissa Marr, who has written the Wicked Lovely series, and I'm getting really annoyed...
KEENAN SHOULD END UP WITH FREAKING AISLYNN! The Summer King and Queen are meant to be together, that's why hes been searching for her for so freaking long. He should have given up Donia and she should've given up stupid Seth, then they would've ruled the Summer Court nicely and I would've been happy. I obviously am not, not just because of my medicated state, but also because I hate how Keenan is now forever Donia's... WTF. No, that's not how it was supposed to end. I hate when books have dumb endings like that. Grr it makes me angry.

A few quick things that I must Bitch about before I end this post:
- I hate this stupid keyboard... it's so old and ghetto and I wish I never would've accidentally spilled orange juice on the better one.
- Stupid medication... it doesn't seem to be working. WHY ISN'T IT WORKING?
- Stupid sutures... are they supposed to be coming out already?
- I wish it didn't hurt whenever I ran... my stupid fat cheeks are flubbing around all the time. I WANT TO LOOK NORMAL AGAIN.

OKAY I'm finished bitching online for the day,
(I think I've already complained to enough people)
Au Revoir,
Monica the temporarily morbidely obese child

Procrastination

2011-01-01T21:55:00.000-05:00

Procrastination as defined by dictionary.com is :

–verb (used without object)

to defer action; delay: to procrastinate until an opportunity is lost.

–verb (used with object)

to put off till another day or time; defer; delay.

Yes. Unfortunately I have this problem and it's quite obvious.

I mean, I'm so tired all the time from school work and crud but because I'm a lazy procrastinator I don't bother starting my homework until around 7-8 or if I'm really feeling like a procrastinator, 10-11.

Even now, as I write this I'm actually supposed to be finishing my science homework and start composing music, which I obviously haven't done...

Oh sadness :(

I've been doing this so long, starting from around the second grade. It's hard getting out of these bad habits.

Usually too afterwards, I scold myself (not outloud, I'm not that weird) about how I had a ton of time to do the homework before, but I didn't because I'm so freaking stupid sometimes.

I think the reason I procrastinate is because I feel as though by spending the time to do it, I'll be wasting time to do other fun stuff... My definition of fun of quite nerdy. Aside from that though, I think I also feel like I'll be able to get the stuff done with enough time, but I usually end up rushing.

ARGH TO THE FREAKING MAXIMUM LIMIT.

I am bored...

Au Revoir,

Monica

I Was Banned

2010-12-30T16:44:00.000-05:00

As interesting as that may sound, that I, Monica, was banned from something... I was actually just banned from the computer... for reasons I won't explain because NO ONE CARES.

Oui, so that's why I haven't been on this dang blog in 3 or so months... Once again, it matters not because not many people have been reading this and that's okay because if it was more public then people I know who I dislike or remotely like would read this and know my thoughts on stuff that I do not want them to know...

My blog is like a diary of sorts... my real one is kind of similar to this, in the sense that write in it every few months. Hee hee.

Juvenile laughing on the computer makes me giggle. I have yet to understand why I laugh at the most random and insignificant things. Maybe I subconciously think it gives me character... or I'm just a fruit basket.

Fruits Basket. MANGA. I also haven't read any mangas in a long time. I used to really like Prince of Tennis (POT... ohohohoho) until I got over it, and I also used to adoreeeee Inuyasha, but then I also forgot about that and got over my obsession.

Before the break I was so focused on school and raising my average, it was ridiculous, and now it's almost time to go back. *sadness* I LIKE GETTING LOTS OF SLEEP. I LIKE FINISHING BOOKS IN SEVERAL HOURS. I LIKE PLAYING ON SIMS AGAIN!

Oh how I've missed sims. How pathetic. I create simulations of people who are unrealistic in their genetic features, with flawless bodies and loads of money, and then I ruin it all by creating affairs and using cheats for more intereting deaths. I also forget to let them turn old because they're so dang pretty. I'M SUCH A NERD. Whatever, I still enjoy it. It also seems though that I can relate a ton of things to sims...

I obviously need to spend less time on the computer.
MY GOODNESS.

Well now that I'm back on the computer I think I shall begin posting more entries and such so that it isn't as boring as it was for the past few months.

AU REVOIR,
Monica

C'est octobre...

2010-10-04T19:04:00.000-04:00

Oh la la... c'est octobre et je n'ai pas ... posted dans un temps...
I'm not sure if that sentence is gramatically correct en francais...

It was supposed to mean :
Oh la la, it's october and I have not posted in a while...

That's probably not right because temps has something to do with the weather? Oui...? Je ne sais pas...

I hate people.
Soooo rude.
I wanna kick their faces, but now I also feel embarassed about something.

SOOOOOOOOOOO goodnight.
Au revoir,
Monica

My Edu Ma Cation (Education)

2010-09-23T19:29:00.000-04:00

I have been so tired lately because of how I have morning practices for basketball, and have homework which I don't get done right after school.

I'M SO TIRED GOSH DARNET

I've also read some books, although not as many as I would like to have read.

One example is Another Faust, which is this mostly interesting book with demons, special abilities, sins, and mucho coolness that is described in much depth.

I've also been decorating houses and my town on Sims 2.

I have no life, but aside from that I think that I need to avoid the computer. During the summer I was on it too long, so I got grounded... :(

I guess that's good for me though, because it's quite bad for my health (literally, ie. my vision) to be sitting at a computer desk all day doing things that don't benefit my health or edu ma cation.

Speaking of my education, one again, SCHOOL IS MAKING ME TIRED.

It's criminal to force young minds to wake up at around 6 in the morning just so they can get up and go to school... and then to also assign a ton of science and math homework?? GAHAHHRHRHAHRAHRH. That was an angry growl.

I like music class though, because I play the alto saxophone and it has some really fun parts to play, although it can be a bit tedious sometimes to play boring pieces. My FAVOURITE is Perseus and The Sea Monster which is about how this son of Zeus saved this "nuddy-pants" girl chained to a wall, from this eveeeel Sea Monster that was going to devour her. It's sooooo good. I suggest you youtube it and listen to it.

I need to go do my homework,
So Au Revoir,
Monica (the exhausted student)

Mockingjay (Success)

2010-08-30T20:04:00.000-04:00

I've just finished reading Mockingjay by Suzanna Collins and I have to say, I adored it :)

I'd also like to spoil it for anyone who will eventually read it and say YESSSSSSSSS, Peeta and Katniss end up together.

Oh joy.
Happiness
Bliss
Elevation
Yesss
Smugness at all you losers who thought she'd end up with Gale... ahahahhahahahaahahah. Too bad for you noooooobs. Jokes, I felt like sounding asian.

But seriously, they do, and it's the sweetest facking, frucking, fick, fruck, freaking thing ever. I even had to make imaginary words up to emphasize the point...

Although anyone who decides to read this will know that Katniss ends up with Peeta, I say, continue forth reading the book and do not cease until the end because your feelings will be swayed to much you'll want to cry and hug randon strangers, although I suggest not to.

The reason that Katniss chooses Peeta in the end are for the following reasons (other than the fact that hes more significant and better over all than Gale) :
1) He goes back to live in the Seam once the who Rebellion is over.
2) Hes there for Katniss in the end (forever and always, sweet stuff).
3) As mentioned before in the book, what Katniss needed to survive was not Gale's rage and firey hatred, because she had enough of her own but Peeta's ability to sustain life no matter the consequences. The "dandelion in the spring" much like life, and rebirth which "promises life can go on, no matter how bad".

How I adore this book, although the beginning was a bit tedious. Everything eventually builds up for a spectacular ending, and although the book ends well, it's not completely happy.

The sad thing is, Prim dies along with Finnick and a lot of other people who tried freeing the districts from the Capitol, and who also helped Katniss with her plan in murdering Snow. The thing is, she doesn't actually end up killing him.

One really (times infinity) sweet part at the end of the novel that occurs is so criminally tender, it'll either make you gag or cry with the precious-ness of it all.
The story behind it that will make you understand was that when Peeta was captured by the Capitol after the Games was abruptly ended he was taken prisoner and tortured along with many others. They injected him with tracker jacker venom and because we all know that it causes hallucinations, they "hijkacked" Peeta and replaced him with absolute hatred and anguish towards Katniss instead of the love he once felt. When they rescue him and take him back to District 13, he tried to strangel Katniss when he first sees her. Eventually the doctors there find out a bit about what happened with him, and slowly Peeta takes a journey back to reality and finds it hard to determine what is real and what is fake. He is eventaully deemed good enough to go into the battle (although he doesn't really) with Katniss and her squad and they play games of "Real or Not Real." Finally, at the end of the novel Peeta says to Katniss, "You love me. Real or not real?"
She tells him, "Real."

Awwwwwwwwwwww. Maybe I'm over reacting to this because I'm a girl in all, but that's the sweetest thing ever. It's so dang precious, tender, sweet, heart renching and wonderful I couldn't stop feeling happy when I read this, especially since in the other books she wasn't sure whether or not she liked Peeta like that. Now it's confirmed.

Well, despite these large spoilers, I hope that whoever reads this still decides to read Mockingjay because I can only describe it as awesome.

Cheers for books and being literate,
Au Revoir,
Monica :)

Boredom and Getting Fat

2010-08-07T02:20:00.000-04:00

I really don't want to get fat, but I'm not doing anything so it's inevitable. I guess I could suppress the boredom by doing physical activities, but I never really end up getting up early enough so that I CAN do some sort of physical activity.

OH HOW I DESPISE CONFLICTING THOUGHTS

I should really get up and do stuff...
I shouldn't be blogging
I also shouldn't write dumb stories

Alright I have a plan that I might follow, but possibly and possibly unlikely not:

Wake up
Eat a small breakfast
Jog
Shoot hoops
Read for only an hour and a half
Facebook time is limited
Sims time is limited
Blogging should actually occur more often
Eat snack or lunch or dinner (whatever time it is)
Shoot hoops
Ride bike or something
Eat a snack
Sleep

Wow, what a boring life I live...

I should also get around to:
Calling a friend
Walking somewhere
Getting up
Dancing (ew I hate dancing)
GOING SHOPPING
Doing my laundry
Organizing my room
SLEEPING
LIKE
RIGHT
NOW

:)

Goodnight... btw the time on the blog post probably isn't accurate, so don't believe it!

Au Revoir,
Monica

Working

2010-07-26T01:26:00.001-04:00

Oh how I dislike working.

Ouch.

Au Revoir,
Monica :(

More Thoughts ... Oh Joy

2010-07-13T01:59:00.000-04:00

Do you get that feeling of sadness, bittersweet emotion and an odd longing after watching something kind of sad, reading a really good book, or listening to a song full of depth and deeper meaning? It's odd, and probably a result of the horomones my body seems to release quite often... Maybe when I'm a world renound psychologist, I'll be able to properly identify the emotion. But seriously, it's somewhat of an addicting emotion. I usually know when I really like a movie, book, or song when I get that feeling. Physically, it feels like some kind of bittersweet weight in my chest. I think it's more of a sad emotion though... because a lot of the things I like, have some sadness, sweetness, and twisted sort of love to them. Maybe I'm weird. Well yeah, I already know that, but still... I guess the emotion can be kind of addicting although not in a bad way. Sudden thought. Maybe it's nostalgia... no, because they're not actually things that happened to me. I don't knowwwww... I wish someone could explain this to me.

On a lighter note...
I changed my blog URL thing, because I decided it was time for a change, although it isn't much of one, and I've accumalated some moolah from baby sitting, which I'm going to spend (waste, but for purpose) on Sims 2 games...
How sad...

I have not completely capitalized a sentence on this whole post. What an accomplishment.

I'm feeling sad, and annoyed.

Dangit.

Au Revoir,
Monica

Quick-ish thought

2010-07-11T18:40:00.000-04:00

PEETA AND KATNISS ARE MEANT TO BE.

WHO THE HECK CARES ABOUT GALE?? He didn't go through all that stuff with Katniss. He was there for her when she was in REAL trouble, and besides, HE LOVES HER.

Oh sadness.

The excrusiatingly bad thing is that this is similar to Twilight. EW. I HATE TWILIGHT.

But now that I think of it, Jacob's sooo much better than Edward. For one, hes real, and two, Edwards a freaking idiot.

I actually like the main character this time too, since she can actually do things, unlike an incredibly weak piece of ______ (your choice) like Bella. Yuuuck.

GALE IS A LOSER

I CAN'T BELIEVE HIM AND KATNISS SMOOOOOOOCHED.

How unfortunate.

Peeta and Katniss are the best couple in the world, and although we cannot see their characters, their babies would be deathly cute...

How I adore the Hunger Games series... :')

But how I increasingly despise the misguided fruits that are pro Katniss and Gale.

HE ISN'T EVEN DESCRIBED MUCH. HOW CAN YOU BE CERTAIN HES AS GREAT AS YOU THINK??

Anywho...
Peeta and Katniss is love.

Au Revoir,
Monica, who is PRO PEETA AND KATNISS

My Siblings...

2010-07-06T14:21:00.000-04:00

As you the reader have been informed before... I have siblings...
HOW UNFORTUNATE
Jokes
I like them
I might even LOOOOVE them
But that's quite a far fetched idea

Currently, they are yelling at each other and being extremely loud
SHUT UP PLEASE
My sister was all "I'm going to go lay in your bed!"
And my brother responded with, "OKAY!" Then he chased her... probably trying to prevent this from happening.
I'm guessing they like to improvise with really really really odd games and competitions with each other...

Also, my sister made these instant mashed potatoes and I decided to eat them with crackers.
THAT is really odd.

Now my sister said, "LOOK AT YOUR ROOM I MESSED IT UP!" to my brother and now hes going to see it... which it probably isn't.

Their interaction is quite funny, since I know they each have a sibling like love for one another but decide to pretend they don't.

THAT IS ALL

Au Revoir,
Monica

Stuff I've Noticed About...

2010-07-05T20:14:00.000-04:00

The Opposite Gender (mostly teenage boys) :

- They often like to honk their FREAKING HORNS ON THEIR STUPID CARS while you're innocently walking down THE FREAKING STREET
- They also like to stare at you... while making it incredibly obvious.... unless they possess some sort of intelligence, then they just pretend not to and gaze upon you when they think you're not looking, but you're quite aware of their not so subtle move, so it doesn't really make a difference...

- They like to act dumb a lot, or sometimes they're really arrogant
- They (sometimes) like to pop their collars
- They get really pervy in the teenage years, unless they're one of those nice guys that are feminin themselves
- In the cars, they're able to slow down... and sometimes wolf whistle at you ... :'(
- They are the source of depression women and even some males themselves often feel because of their ability to not notice obvious gestures, their inconsideration, and daft-ness...
- A large number of them like cars, which can often start a conversation with them, along with sports, Megan Fox, and rating other people...
- Males enjoy rating females, because once again, they're inconsiderate nincompoops
- If they don't understand what you're saying, which is often, they'll act really dumb about it
- They'll usually start noticing you if you make yourself pleasant to view
- They're not very subtle
- Especially when they like you... or your features that you CANNOT HELP BUT HAVE
- Some of them are unbelievably cute
- Some possess ... abs...
- Cristiano Ronaldo is one of them. He posesses abs, a greek-god like face, toned body, and he modeled for Armani

There are few positive observations...

The Female Gender (Me, and the rest of the population that aren't male):

- We like to eat food that really bad for us despite all the warnings and stupid t.v. shows about losing weight
- We are sometimes very susceptible to the male charm.... which is annoying
- We are kinda CUTE
- Some of us (the annoying ones) say LEGIT 456789 in one sentence, often with LIKE before LEGIT
- We usually over analyse situations that males usually don't give a second thought to
- A large percentage of us face body image issues, and have a negative perception on how we should look
- We have a lot more options that males for what to wear
- Most of the time, we have longer hair than males
- We ( not me ... haheheheha) give out clues and hints that indicate we like a male, although they never seem to notice
- Some of us have man laughs, while others may have high pitched, to silent laughter
- Most of us should resent Megan Fox because of her lack of discreetion, and subliminal message to young females that say, "Guys will only notice you if you wear revealing clothes, and make ugly faces everytime someone takes a photo of you"
- Some giggle when guys are around... or if they say something "funny" which they're usually not...
- Some act incredibly stupid around guys so they'll like them better
- We (me anyways) don't like being obviously stared at by males
- WE ARE THE BEARERS OF LIFE so appreciate us more
- Some of us cannot SHUT UP
- It's hard to not feel bitchy when you're PMSing...
- We don't like making you SANDWICHES DANGIT

If you rock, then say so :)

Female and Male interaction :

- There are the nervous girls who try too hard to impress the guys
- vice versa for the guys
- There are the abnormally over-confident guys that are jerks that make fun of everyone
- There are the annoying cocky girls that are sluts and rude to the rest of us, and also make fun of everyone
- There are the ones that don't care... for both genders
- Guys like to show off
- Girls like to watch the guys show off
- Then... there are the couples that like to make out everywhere, and all the time... They are usually the cause of discomfort among people and others usually like to avoid them. Sorry, we don't enjoy your PDA

That wasn't really interaction... but who's reading this anyways :)

The road I walk is paved in gold
To glorify my platinum soul

I NEED TO GO GET READY FOR SOMETHING
dangit

Au Revoir,
Monica

p.s. What else can is known about males, females, and the interaction between both genders?

2010 Summer Season = Time of NO ONE's LIFE because NO ONE CARES

2010-07-04T15:47:00.000-04:00

I feel negative at the moment. It seems as though the summer time is an excuse for girls to post even dumber photos of themselves on facebook and give the albums incredibly unoriginal and stupid names. I also feel incredibly bored. I have no job, no (current) education, and nothing to dooooooooo.

I do not want to become a hobo!
The funny thing is, I asked my little cousin if she knew what a hobo was, and her response was something along the lines of, "A hobo is a fat man that lives on the street and drinks beer." I found this quite hilarious, although I didn't quite show it.

I
Am
Dying
Of
Bore
Dom
Take
Me
Away
From
This
Place
And
Lets
Go
To
Cedar
Point!

....

YES!

Au revoir,
Monicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Cool Cat = Koo Kitz because Kitz = kitty, only better !

2010-06-17T23:22:00.000-04:00

OH NO EXAMS ARE IN LESS THAN A WEEK AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED YET

I feel as though I'm going to cry...
and fail
miserably
then drop out of high school
then become a hobo
that'll have to give out free hugs
in order to get any moolah
to buy some food
because without food
there is no life...

:(
I'm just kidding, but seriously, I need to go to bed, and start my DANG REVIEW ON CRUD
OMG I'M GOING TO FAIL
OH SADNESS
PITEOUS PAIN
LACK OF JOY
WOE IS ME
DANG THE WORLD
DANG HIGH SCHOOL
DANG PROCRASTINATION

More sadness...

OH
SUDDEN THOUGHT
I have got contacts now!!!
w00t! <-- it looks like an owl :O
...

Yeah, I kind of like my contacts, except for the fact that they randomly get blurry
It's quite upsetting and mucho frustrating

I wish my friend Jessica would let me access her blog
Because for one, she's ma buddy
and deux
ISN'T THAT ENOUGH??

Jessica, if you ever read this,
know that you have contributed to my 11 o'clock misery and misfortune

FEEL BAD YET?
WELL YOU SHOULD YOU URINE DRINKER
heheh
eyeeeeeeeeeelooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
sort of
You odd drama geek
Band geeks are so much better btw

THASS RAAAAIIIIIIIIIT

Ignore my improper grammer and continue on reading as I tell a wondrous story full of adventure and more bad grammer and spelling. It is titled :

My Life as a Cat

Un-o day-o
I wasa lookin atta mice
ands I be all ang-er-ee
cuz dat mouse be all up in my food, ya knoe??
den wen eet be eatin ma food
I be all
RAWRRRRR
not lyk a normalz kits
RAWRZ liks a deenosorrr
Den dat leetle mouse be all
OH NOES
den sac-urries awayz
I BE DA BEST DANG KITTY IN ALLA NEW JOISEY

...
Ombgs
that was the absolute worst story ever written in the span of 5 minutes
I wonder how I pass english...

I like attempting New Jersey accents
THOSE ARE SO SICKENINGLY COOL
THEY'RE LIKE...
:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o
:)

I love life and various greekgod like soccerplays introbyTANYAAA (CR <3),
Au Revoir (I probably failed my listening exam),
Monica (koo kitz)

Back From Band Camp

2010-05-29T14:10:00.001-04:00

I have returned unscathed and not raped.

DISAPPOINTING ISN'T IT? FOR YOU SICKOS OUT THERE ...

But for real, I really did like it.

We went to Canada's Wonderland and I went on the Behemoth twice (along with a bunch of other rides) in which I threw my hands up right away as we were going down the big slope.

Ha, I'm such a rebel (only not).

At the actual band camp there was ghost stories, Bloody Murder (the game played in the woods in which I didn't get caught), a water fight (bleh), touch football (girls vs. guys ... girls lost), a really stupid scary movie called The Descent, food that required an acquired taste, capture the flag, and a lot of band practices.

We managed to get second when we preformed, but we still kind of sucked, because I messed up the stupid sax solo since I didn't even know it was an actual performance ...

OMB FML IHTFW.

Recently :
- we have lilac coloured flowers in our garden *gasp-eth*
- I have an incredibly bad tan line in which I'll somehow need to fix
- it's really sunny outside and that makes me happy
- I'm bored and I wish I had something to do ... besides homework

AU REVOIR MES AMIS,
Monica
the band camp geek

Band Camp

2010-05-25T16:50:00.000-04:00

So I will be heading off to band camp for three days...

NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME I GUARANTEE YOU THAT.

Why do people keep assuming that'll I'll get raped?

If I get raped though, I'd end up disowned...

That would really suck

AU REVOIR AND UNTIL AFTER BAND CAMP,

Monica (who still needs to pack and get everything ready ...)

Ew ...

2010-05-24T02:14:00.000-04:00

I am feeling:
- annoyed
- sleepy
- like I should brush my teeth

I dislike (still) (it's only been about twenty minutes since the last post... heheh):
- the word legit ... it sounds so stupid
- stupid people
- going places with people who don't talk to you

I like:
- 87
- BA
- Reading

I am:
- PEETA AND KATNISS FOR LIFE
- pragmatic
- bored
- lonely?

I wish:
- I could've gotten another shirt today but then I'd feel worse for spending the money of my rents... *guilty face* (what does a guilty face look like?)
- I could understand the things in my life that don't make sense
- I could think of something else I want...

I NEED:
- sleep
- to brush my teeth
- to brush my hair
- to tan my feet
- to do some cardio training
- to STOP

AU REVOIR,
Je dois aller!
MONICA

Stupid People

2010-05-24T01:41:00.000-04:00

I really dislike people who aren't mentally retarded but act like it anyways... Why you may ask? Because they freakin' get on my nerves. USE YOUR BRAIN. THAT'S WHY YOU HAVE ONE.

I also really dislike rude, annoying, hoe-ish and dumb people who try to prove their smart but can't because they have a mental deficiency...

I'm in an annoyed and angry mood because this one person provokes it in me.

I'm not claiming I'm some kind of genius, but I'm not THAT stupid ... unlike them.

Argh

Grr

PSHAW

Tired sleepiness

They spelled retarded wrong...
and called someone else "retarted"

*face of exasperation and the urge to slap the idiot*

I went shopping :)

YAY

AU REVOIR MES AMIS,
MONICA

Je ecrirai plus demain... peut-être...
(I'm not sure if that's grammatically correct in French)

Night Owl

2010-05-09T22:51:00.000-04:00

I am a night owl
But I dislike being one
because then the next morning
I have to get up
and go to my educational facility
and then
I usually nod off during certain courses

UGHHHHHHH

It's definitely not a good thing and I might be slowly killing myself by continuing this way...
I ALSO MIGHT BE CONTRIBUTING TO MY LOSS OF MEMORY
Thats kind of annoying
Along with other things
Like people
and what they say

I'm actually not in a bad mood or anything right now
But I've decided that in 2010, I must start posting more since it's a year with an even number, and also because it's almost the summer and I have like NOOOOOO extra curricular activities to do *sadness*

I really need to finish up some homework
oh no
I also need to study for some things
but I kind of already know it
and it's not really that hard
since I'm pretty sure my teacher for that course loves me and all
but not in that sick sort of sense because for one, she's also a female
and twooo ... I think she just thinks I'm a good student

I seem to have that effect on teachers
Maybe it's because I'm asian?
Or maybe it's because I'm awesome?
Most likely because I'm brilliant

:D

Sometimes I have these fantastic moments of utter genius that make me so grateful I'm not an idiot, I smile on the outside!

THINGS I SHOULD MENTION TOO:
- I don't like Twilight anymore ... I've probably mentioned that, but I dislike it with a passion now
- If you come across this you should spread it to your friends because it's kind of awesome (but only if you like it, and only if you REALLY think so)
- I may possibly have flat feet (grr)
- I like the movie "Remember the Titans"
- I still have those dumb girly emotions (grr x2)
- I hate when I lose my cheese grater, and instead I have to use my abs...

Jokes, all complete jokes

AU REVOIR,
MONICA (who has French this semester :D )

An Under Over Achiever = ME

2010-05-09T00:09:00.000-04:00

Despite doing quite well in things that are of moderate importance
I'M STILL AN UNDER-ACHIEVER
:( (in my terms)
Sadness...

Also, I think :
- I need to start sounding intellectual again because lately I've been sounding like someone with schizophrenia
- My teeth are getting somewhat crooked again because at some unfortunate points in time I forgot to wear my retainer D: D: D: D: D:
- I've been severely neglecting my blog because I've been being a hobo and being ... hobo-like...
- I need to reconsider talking so meanly about hobo's because that is quite mean...

THAT IS ALL
For now anyhow

SO TODAY'S MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY
YUY
AND SHE'S NOW ... OLDER
obviously
But still
She's the photo genius that created my wondrous banner :)
She's kind of a hobo
well actually
HOBA
Because that is what female hobo's are called
And the hobo society (as unfortunate as they are)
Are called "Hobians"

Yes, I'm quite aware that I sound like a total idiot that severely needs to be admitted to a psych
ward, but at the time, those were some rather BRILLIANT words of wisdom :D

I also made it up with the sisterrrrrrrrr

UPDATES:
- I need to get a summer job (ew)
- I need to start running (jogging) to get into better shape
- I need to get high grades in MY EDUCATION
- I need to buy some shorts, sandals and new shirts because my wardrobe is in serious need of updating
- I need a haircut because my hair is getting ridiculously long

PROBLEMS:
- stupid males
- people who whistle at you when you walk
- the male gender in general because they reek
(not literally [depending on the person] but colloquially because they cause me to get aggravated and nervous D: )

LISTS
ARE
FUN
AS
IS
TYPING
LIKE
THIS
AND
WITH
CAPS
LOCK
ON

I also like making virtual people
And the Sims 2 still ...

Je veux etre magnific et formidable!
Je veux parler avec mes amies sur le telephone
Je suis alle a le CN TOWER et j'ai vu EVERYTHING

I'm still learning French, and I'm getting better, but because I keep forgetting some freakin' words, not much obviously :)

AU REVOIR MES AMIS,
MONICA

OOPS

2010-03-22T22:39:00.000-04:00

So I haven't posted anything in many months...
OOPS
My apologies to those who even bother reading this ...
hahhahahhaha
I don't have braces anymore!
WOOT
But I'm not going to post pictures or anything because that would be setting myself up for bad things...
Again, I must apologize...

SO !
WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING FOR THE LAST COUPLE (?) OR FEW (?) MONTHS???

Au Revoir (I still like french...),
Monica

Maybe?

2009-12-01T22:23:00.000-05:00

So Tomorrow I will be getting my BRACES of disastrous social-interacting off!

MAYBE!

WHY MUST THE DANG ORTHODONTIST PEOPLE TELL ME THAT I MIGHT BE GETTING THEM OFF, THEN TELLING ME THAT I AM GETTING THEM OFF?

Why must they be so cruel???
Or actually... confusing...

I'm going to make a before and after! Maybe..

SEE IT ALL DEPENDS ON THEIR DANG DECISION!

WHAT EFFECT DO YOU HAVE ON PEOPLE??
I'm not particulary sure with mine. :)

Au Revoir,
the POSSIBLY normal-ish girl,
MONICA

Discoveries!

2009-11-20T18:55:00.000-05:00

This Night, and actually a couple of minutes ago, I made the greatest discovery (in my opinion).

What I thought was actually a larger sized Bakugon or however the heck you spell it, that was by the door near my room, was actually in fact a blue bouncy ball!

It's really bouncy too...

None of these are innuendos of any sort... by the way... for you weirdos out there...

Au Revoir,
Monica ... the happy finder :)

Friday the 13th

2009-11-13T22:01:00.000-05:00

Today is that day... Yes the day where a few hundred thousand people don't even say the name because it could possibly result in bad luck for the rest of your LIFE! Actually, I don't know but I like to think so.
I Like Fridays! Yay for Fridays!

I am Hungry, but that usually results in disaster... mostly because I eat too much and then I need to drink a ton of water or else all the food gets lodged in my throat.

Google Maps is a super stalker like contraption that will one day be banned because you can look at beaches in Hawaii and California, and see EVERYTHING from street view, or just everything from almost anywhere in general. It was unfortunate though that at the beaches, I couldn't see any people, or SURFERS! My life is so full of misfortune... not really... :)

I like songs that are catchy... but unfortunately degrading and tres disrespectful to women... or just very kind of crude... BUT THOSE ARE ALL THE GOOD SONGS!?!?!?!??! Why must life do this to US FEMALES?
Those types of songs would:
1) Sexy Bitch - ft. Akon but is REALLY BY David Guetta
2) 3 - Britney Spears
3) I Know You Want Me - Pitbull
4) Caribou Lou - Tech N9ne
5) Blame It - Jamie Foxx
6) Sexy Can I - Ray J ft. Yung Berg
and possibly a lot more songs, but I am unfortunately too hungry to search for more...

The reason I am not going to eat something, is because I feel sick of noodles and all my mother made to eat was 3 different types of speghetti like meals.
AHHHHHHHHH

I fly like paper . Get high like planes . If you catch me in the border . I got Visas in my name .
Nooooooooooooooooooo. I do not fly like paper and get high like planes .. If you catch me in the border I'll probably have my birth certificate!

Are you shallow? When it comes to finding your own personal amour?
I just might possibly be... although I'm not searching, just admiring !
hehehehehehhe
That was not a girly giggle of weirdness, it was a Monica Laugh!

I DISLIKE MATHEMATICS!

AU REVOIR!

MONICA, the girl who gets to get lots of sleep tonight!

Sleep

2009-11-10T23:48:00.000-05:00

I
Am
Tired
I
Need
Sleep
So
Now
I
Am
Going
Bye
In
French
Monica
The
Tired
Teenager
:

Normality?

2009-10-05T19:53:00.000-04:00

Is that even a word? Do I want to be less hyper and somewhat normal?
I DON"T KNOW!
How am I supposed to answer the unanswerable questions with a blog entry?
Gosh Monica, you silly goose.
Why doesn't your keyboard work properly?
DARN IT MONICA, I TOLD YA I DUNNO.
Likeee ohhmagawshhhh Moniicaaa... donntchaa hatee itt whenn peopleee tyypee lyyke thiss onn facebookkk and mssnnnn?????
Like fer shure.
Don't you know you spelt that wrong?
YEAH DAWG.
Are you actually like this at school-eth?
Not particularly, depending on who I'm with, how much sleep I got at night, and if I actually decide to say those quite weird thoughts outloud.
Why the heck are you talking to yourself?
Because I'm a lonely person with only a sister and half-brother half-monkey to talk to...
Don't you know that you started your sentence with a because and you're not actually supposed to do that?
Yes... yes I do...
...
So I really don't have anything to say.. that's worth listening to ... HEHEHEHEH
That was not random at all...
It reminds me of nigahiga...
I Might Be Getting my Braces off Soon. YUY
I should really be doing my homework, although it's practically nothing...
Who actually reads my blog? If you do, you should sign the comment box thing and be like: MONICA IS KITTY OF THE UNIVERSE, since Steph and Z seem to think so...
But I bet that's like only two.. hehehheheh.
It makes me giggle.
...
Au Revoir,
MONICA

Non-Depression!

2009-09-18T20:04:00.000-04:00

I made the basketball team..
YES!YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I don't think the two people in my blogging world have any clue how relieved I am.
Like seriouslyyyyyyyyyy. :)
:) :) :)That's how happy I'm still feeling, after find out about it this morning!
And I HAVE NO HOMEWORK THIS WEEKEND!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I am rather enthusiastic aren't I?
HEHHEHEHE.
I tend to type with a lot of caps and with a good number of too much letters, but that's just
me expressing my happiness.
YAY!
I also think I might have done pretty well on my Math Test.
YES.
Well maybe, since it wasn't really even that hard at all...
Yay!
I'm never usually this Happy, Giddy, and Fully of Content!
It's so STRANGE.
Just like how even my cousin noticed that I was mean to guys... heheh... I didn't really realize that...I'm a strange person... but I'm a happy, strange person, which is what counts the most. :)
I still have ice-cream cake left from my birthday, which was on the twelfth!
YAY! I LIKE CAKE, ESPECIALLY ICE-CREAM CAKE!
Anyhow... I have got to do some stuff, like not important stuff.
:)
Au Revoir,
Monica :)
p.s. How many smiley faces can you count in this whole post?

Pain

2009-09-10T18:55:00.000-04:00

My arm, back, butt, (heehee) and ham strings are currently aching... because of stupid excersizing which is good, but makes me really sweaty and exhausted..
Nevermind, I'm kind of glad I ache, and that is because it will make me in better shape so I hopefully make the basketball team..
If I don't, then I'm not really sure what I'm going to do.. maybe go into a depressed state of shock, anger and contempt for all organized sports..
I dunno..
High school isn't all that's cracked up to be. Like a certain someone wanted, it's not full of drama, danger and "cute" pcychopaths, but I have met some nice people.
Then there's the weird blonde people, and guys who have seriously deformed laughs...My school is not very diverse. I swear, the place I live has a caucasian percentage of 87%, although it's not a bad thing. :) There are some very cool people who are not asian, but rock, are talkative and funny.
Some people in my math class are really dumb. GAH. It made it annoyed to listen to their meaningless (yet somewhat funny) banter on how to FREAKING ADD DECIMALS. Holy Shiste. That is so fifth grade.
I mean serioussssslyyyyyyyyy.
I think they were trying to be funny though. Maybe their not really that agrivating.
I still dunno.
I want someone to buy me a cookie. I WANT A COOKIE. Hey Person on Blogger that I consider one of my Bestest Buddies in THE MATRIX ( ha..ha..ha.. movie nerd, weird Asian humour), maybe tomorrow, the day before my birthday, you can buy me a cookie? That would be so cool.
Although if Hershey Bar bought me one, I'd die inside of happiness, but there's a 0.0000001% that he will, and it sucks. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR.
I think that after you get to the age of teenage-dom, and if you're a girl, you start noticing the opposite gender more often, and can't help but stare if a certain someone happens to pass by... or like Jenny said, if a random hot guy takes off his shirt..
heeheheheheheh
These silly girl emotion are driving me crazy.
GO AWAY.

END OF WEIRD THOUGHTLESS RANT.

Au Revoir (I wish I had French This Semester),
Monica :)

School

2009-09-06T09:31:00.000-04:00

So...

School starts really soon...
Like in two days...
I don't want to go back to school...
But at the same time, I do...
And that's only because of a dumb reason...
GAH...
Shallow girly emotions are extremely exhausting...
Why must this happen to me now?
WHY?
WHY?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

My Brother is a Mama's Boy...
Like Seriouslyyyyyyyyy...
My Sister is Daddy's Little Girl...
I'm the unloved child...
No not really... I'm just ... neglected?
Also not really... I'm just Miss Independent...
Or I neglect the love of those who love me?
I am confused... and I need some new black running shoes because I like black shoes now...
WHY??

Today, I actually got up at an early enough time to go on the computer before my younger sibling, which resulted in my extreme boredom...
And breakfast...
Yum...
My brother is singing to himself... that's kinda weird...
And mumbling weirdly to me about something... that I can't comprehend...
WHY??

I'm Tanya's Number One Fan on Facebook... Hahahahahahahah....
InuYasha is cool yo...
Although some characters in the manga might be somewhat harlot like...
but then again... look at Bleach...
LiKe SeRiOuSly O.o ...
How the freaking heck do people constantly type like that???
Sexist family... although I am getting my breakfast now...
I've been sneezing a lot lately...
My nostril sinuses (maybe) are being extremely sensative...
I enjoy drinking tomatoe juice... sometimes I drink it when I get hungry because it is extremely filling...

Au Revoir, at an Extremely Early (for me) time in the morning...
Monica

Animals I Like

2009-08-27T21:42:00.000-04:00

I like ...
CATS.
MONKEYS.
PUPPIES.
TIGERS.
PANDAS.
PIGLETS.

And many more animals for some odd, odd reason...

InuYasha is a half Youkai ... which is a half-demon, which is a half dog...

Sometimes I call people animal names... I don't know why...

I really dislike eating pork when it's from the asian store or when it's off from the fried pig that still has it's head... EW...

I used to like cats a lot that I really wanted one... and I kept asking my parents for one... and kind of used to play with this neighbourhood cat...

My aunt used to have this dog named Cohnan... he liked to lick my feet when I had socks on...

I like cute pictures of animals... for some crazy reason...
I tend to make high pitched "AWWWWW!" sounds (in my head... or out loud) when I see cute animals...

I like spelling monkey like MUNKEE...

My brother is the Panada Snake... btw...
My sister is the Tiger Monkey... or Monkey Tiger... I don't remember...

I'm the last one...

Animal wise...

My sister made an ice-cream sandwhich... and she scooped too much ice-cream... So we had two sandwhiches already... it's time for the third... because the bowl's still full... what a silly kitty...

I like refering to cats as kitties... or kats... with a K...

I'm tired... I don't want to go back to school...

DARN IT ALL TO HECK...

As Alex the Lion once stated...

:)

AU REVOIR...
Monica the animal adorer

A Leetle Genius

2009-08-27T20:56:00.000-04:00

My seester is a minature photography genius that edited my header pour moi!
Although she's only an inch shorter than me... she's still coo and wants some credit.

I like munkees.. and she thinks monkeys will one day rule the earth.

MUAHAHAHAHA.

Au Revoir,Monica and Mohinder

p.s. I love my sister. Most of the time.
p.p.s. Her name's not really Mohinder... :)

FAIL ( at making sense ) ( with the SIBS )

2009-08-24T14:55:00.001-04:00

She thinks she's a failure. AT DDR.

I didn't change anything on the stupid game.

Ignorant sibling.

She thinks that monkeys will rule the earth one day.

Yet, the silly goosling makes me proud.

Although I thought she was on standard.

NOT light.

He made an interesting contraption that is unknown to the human species...

Captain Jack has a catchy song.

She fails at standard.

He thinks she sucks at standard.

Got me looking so crazy right now.

That's a slow song.

She's on standard this time... I think.

And not completely failing.

What a silly MUNKEE.

She wants to feed the fish after they get back from KARATE.

He said we have to feed the yeah...

What a silly little boy.

Turtles eat meal worms.

Gross to the power of infinity.

The weird contraption is now weirder.

She didn't FAIL.

She got through the whole song, but she still got a D.

Now she's playing Genie in a Bottle.

He thinks it's too easy.

She thinks she's not failing...

He says she is...

LAWL. Ew. I hate that. WHY DON'T PEOPLE JUST SAY LOL ???

LAWL = LOL = LAUGH OUT LOUD.

What a bunch of ignoramuses.

She now thinks she didn't fail.

She got a D.

Congratulations Monkey Tiger.

Au Revoir,
Says the Monkey Tiger, Panda Snake, and Turtle Piggy.

Also. If this didn't make any sence to you.. .then don't worry. I'd be more worried if you DID understand this... :)

CURRENTLY

2009-08-10T19:01:00.000-04:00

AT the moment, I am currently:

- typing words onto a blog-like item thing that doubles as MY LIFE STORY
- admitting that this isn't really my life story
- playing bloons tower defense 3 because I am cool like that
- hoping that I'll get my stupid dang iditoic candy and corn eating restrictor off
- watching over my cousin named AJA who is half-ASIAN, and my brother OF the SAME age who is sleeping
- listening to a song from Shrek 2
- wearing clothing, but that's pretty obvious
- thinking of something to watch on youtube...
- now listening to Knock You Down by Keri Hilson featuring KANYE WEST and NE-YO
- thinking how cool Kanye West is... because his name is Kanye
- scratching a mosquito bite
- remembering how British folk or maybe even AUSTALIAN people call moquito bites, mozzy bites
- annoyed by the pain in my left cheek bone and raw flesh in my mouth where my braces and teeth accidentally bit into the inside of my mouth
- enjoying the A/C which my father FINALLY turned on
- deciding that I will type about something different and is brain storming at the same time as she types this because she can multitask greatly even though it's not that good for people...

I think I might lose interest in things too easily. Really. I can't help it, but it's just that some books have boring parts which (obviously) bore me to a depressing state, so I skim ahead and find out a bunch of other things that happen to the characters in the book. Kids these days have more disorders (like Attention Deficet Disorder and ADHD) than the kids (our parents...) back then. Can you develop ADD with time? I hope not...

I looooooooooove the song Missing You by The Black Eyed Peas. And Body Language by Jesse McCartney, although some of the lyrics are degrading to women. Seriously... but then again, a lot of good things come with consequences and flaws.

Aight Homes, I Be Goin' Now. Peace.

Au Revoir,
Monica

Jude Law

2009-08-02T22:37:00.000-04:00

I hate Jude Law. Sure someone that I know may think he's cute just because the sight of him doesn't cause one to convulse with dry heaves, and because he has a British accent, but seriously, the guy is such a freakin' man whore.

Enough said.
Au Revoir,
Monica

Mid Summer Madness

2009-07-28T13:54:00.000-04:00

Alright, so nothing really maddening is going on to make the middle of summer so MAD, but the boredom has been getting to my head, and so have those sugary yet oh-so-delightful Tim Horton's timbits...

Anywho. I've been doing pretty much nothing for the last month, except those oh so fun excursions with my friends, which was for about a week, of the second week of July, and then SOMEBODY couldn't go to someone else's BIRTHDAY PARTY, and then got GROUNDED for TWO weeks, and I had FAMILY sleeping over for a WEEK, then my PARENTS went to a wedding where there was free BOOZE, which all resulted in utter CHAOS.

ndTitanLady on youtube, is awesome.

I have croissant senses...

I have peach yohgurt in the fridge! :O

I once flashed the asian gang sign... :)

I have nothing else to blog...

AU REVOIR.
MONICA

The First for the Thirtieth!

2009-07-01T20:26:00.000-04:00

Today is Canada Day.
Today is also the day I should post my 30th blog entry.
Why you may ask.
Just because, I will respond.

Summer has been so incredibly boring.

The most enjoyable thing I do everyday would be shooting hoops.
As in basketball hoops.
And then stupid neighbours that I don't even know, ruin it. :

Yes, life is pretty dull.
I want to pick tomatoes to get some cash.
I need new shorts.
I also need someone to do something with.
AH.

Here is a poem, of boredom, angst, and wicked annoyance:

Once upon a time,
In a land far away,
Lived a girl with poofy hair,
and Endless long days.
Her blog was empty,
Of comments or remarks,
So she set off on a journey,
To sing with the larks.
Sunshine, Moonlight,
Breezy summer days,
Lonica the girl,
Was trapped in a maze.
Lost in a world,
Of no A.C.
Of Confused emotions,
Never having been stung by a bee...
Losing touch,
With reality and such,
She decided to end,
IT ALL.

....

That doesn't mean that Lonica was going to committ suicide, because she wouldn't consider anything quite that drastic, or for a matter of fact, stupid.

I realized that I sometimes over exagerate things and can be overly dramatic.

Today is WEDNESDAY.

Au Revoir,
Monica

More Hilarious Randomness

2009-06-29T11:34:00.000-04:00

Go to this link.
Taylor Swift = T-Swizzle.
Watch the video.
Which in all...
is hilarious.

:)

Au Revoir,
Monica

Random Hilarious-ness

2009-06-28T21:41:00.000-04:00

Today, I spent 3 hours washing my hands to get the pony out of the soap bar. I'm 16. FMLwww.fmylife.com

Hilarious.
I actually laughed.
Inside and Out.

Au Revoir,
Monica

I Like Lists :)

2009-06-28T21:20:00.000-04:00

You know you need help when...
- You Obsess
- You Feel Possessed
- You Can't Stop Thinking About That Thing
- You Either Adore or Despise it to the MAXIMUM POINT
- You Make Randomness and Unpredictableness part of your everyday life
Those sort of things...

You know you feel bored when...
- You Make Random and Unpredictable blog entries about lists
- You Make Lists
- You Capitalize words that Shouldn't Be Capitalized
- You can't Stop Moving your legs.
- You glance upon the world with Annoyance and Wonder.
- You go to www.fmylife.com
- You go to www.gurl.com
- You go to www.urtak.com
- You go to www.google.ca and type in things to reduce boredom
- You Google google...
Those kind of things...

You know you genuinely love somebody when...
- On Second thought, I don't really love... like LOOOOOVE somebody other than my family, relatives and friends in that friend like sort of manor.
I'm hopeless...

You know you are a total Asian Sterotype when...
- You type in complete sentences... even on MSN!
- You have glasses
- You have braces
- People think you're smart
- You don't always contract words
- You're somewhat smart or pretty good at what you do
- You enjoy school or don't really mind it
- You enjoy reading books
- You know you're just that good :)
- You have www.dictionary.com as a favourite to look up words you don't know
- You have your own personal thesaurus
- You spell favourite, colour, practice and other words properly (or that canadian way...)
- You know more than one way to say you're disgusted and you know more than three ways to call someone a Man Whore.
- You actually enjoy speaking the not so vast knowledge of French you know...
Guilty as charged... (Somewhat)

You know you're really bored when...
- You decide to end this post... in a list like manor...

I am NOT A NERD.

Au Revoir,
Monica

A Singing Heart

2009-06-16T21:27:00.000-04:00

I decided that once again, I would use paragraphs and proper sentences, because I'm graduating, feeling excited, and FREE. I also love that feeling I get after I read a good book. That warm, fuzzy feeling that makes you want to say, "AWWWWWW!!!" really loudly and put your hands against your heart. That would be the singing heart part of this post-eth.
Coming across actual great books, that make everything seem wonderful, is challenging. Sometimes I have these weeks or even months where I read a bunch of books, but I never really finish them because I lose interest or because they're just not that great. I don't like those times of my life. They're so annoying.
Lately though, I came across this wonderfully heart-warming book called Shug, by Jenny Han, (who is asian... hehehehhe) which was actually suggested to me by my sister. I think that some of the best books I've read, are the ones I don't expect much from. I love the surprises and magnificentness of it all.
Another topic though, would be how I randomly speak Shakespearean, or think it in my mind. I find it slightly hilarious that I do this, mostly because of how I only read the Manga version of Romeo and Juliet, and Hamlet. Yes, I'm a geek, but I did like the Hamlet one. He's a prince. From Denmark. Who dies. Why must all Shakespeare plays end tragically??
Why doust thou do-eth that? I don't even speak-eth Shakespearean properly. GAH.
I still like Peach Yogurt. I actually had some this week... just to let you know... and I enjoyed it... very much... yum.
Genetically modified food is BAD.
Stem Cell Research is BAD.
Destiny Hope Cyrus is STUPID.
Random Outbursts of Nothingness is AWESOME.

Au Revoir for now,
MONICA!

Boredom and More Randomness of June

2009-06-03T19:48:00.000-04:00

So,
Today is the day,
I became,
Even More,
ANNOYED.
Why,
you may ask?
There is no reason why,
I don't like watery apple pie.
Seriously though,
you need brown sugar for it,
because then the APPLES
STICK TOGETHER,
LIKE your tongue sticking to
a cold pole,
on a cold,
day,
in the beginning,
of JANUARY.
I don't even have
PROPER SENTENCES ANYMORE.
WHY???
I DON'T KNOW.
GAH.
ARGH.
PFTTTTTTTT!!
I am tired.
From everything,
like school,
sports,
dumb grossly weird couples,
and ugly tests that I'm probably going to fail...
DANGET.
ARHGAFGhjafgjaljfgjf
Why must life be so dull and painful?
Like my supposed first impression.
ARGHHHHH.
You know what?
When you see my face,
Hope it gives you Hell,
When you walk my way,
Hope it gives you hell,
When you find a man that worth a damn and treats you well,
akjgfadl
I forget that part.
Kanye West lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
Ohhhhh....
How could you be so,
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo?
And more...
How rad is your dad?
My dad's pretty rad.
That's why hes my dad.
....
I'm also even more confused about things today, and I have this weird feeling that won't go away.
WHY???
Sometimes random things that I read are so incredibly sweet, it makes me get that feeling of loveliness... Like this video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWNYndqFTR4... Just when it was ending and I was about to watch something else, this one line came up, and it hit me with a pang. SO SWEET. THESE STUPID TEENAGE GIRL FEELINGS ARE MAKING EVERYTHING LIKE THAT SEEM SO ADORABLY LOVELY.... AND SWEEEEEEEEEEET. GAH.

Anywho,
I should probably be doing more important things.
Like memorizing my dang speech, although it's not that hard.
Yuy... as Jessica would say. :P

Au Revoir,
Monica
THE FIRST STILL. >:)
(If you haven't already noticed, that smiley thing has an evil unibrow. Hahahhaha. Am I ever mature...)

Confusion

2009-06-02T17:39:00.000-04:00

Are you ever so weirdly confused and disoriented about things that you can't help but think about it all the time?
I'm having a moment.
This weird Monica-esque moment that makes me want to scream loudly for no reason at all.
I come across those a lot.
Heehehehhe
Randomness is fun.
Are you RANDOM?
Babies that are about 3 weeks old look like sea nymphs.
I'M NOT SURE HOW TO PRONOUNCE NYMPH.I really really really really really really times infinity don't like HEALTH CLASS.
I also don't like paragraphs.
Since there seem to be none.
I can't think of topics in one sentence to blog about.
ARGH.
Oh! I really like (times infinity) Slumdog Millionaire.
IT'S SO SWEET AT THE END.
SO HEART FILLED AND AWESOMELY LOVELY.
I also like the song by M.I.A. that is used in Slumdog Millionaire.
It's called "Paper Planes," and despite the shooting and banging,
it reminds me of the movie and what they had to go through in there.
It's so sadly sweet, but true.
It makes me meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelt.
I don't like melting,
BUT IT'S ONE THING TEENAGE GIRLS CAN'T HELP.
Argh.
Frustration.
Agitation.
Abduction?
....
So, if a car crashes into a tree,
Would you rather eat an ice-cream sandwhich or Oreo bar?
You decide.
But before I go Frustrated completely,
AEROPOSTALE IS SOOOOOOOOOO ANNOYING. THEY KEEP SENDING DUMB E-MAILS ON SALES. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DON'T CARE!@#$%^&*

Au Revoir,
MONICA
The First :)

A Question to Ponder

2009-04-22T22:44:00.001-04:00

This is from the oh so magnificent channel of National Geographic that I might have been watching too much, but never cease to enjoy. There was a program on Feral Children (kids who grow up living with animals and learn to act like them until caught by other humans) that asked this question:

Are we who we are by NATURE, or NURTURE?

Think about it.

Au Revoir,
Monica

Annoyance, ANGER, and QUOTATIONS

2009-04-10T09:31:00.000-04:00

Usually, when I get angry and annoyed, you can tell, unless I'm surprisingly good at hiding my feelings, which I'm not when it comes to those two WORDS.

"It's too bad that stupidity isn't painful." - Anton LaVey.

Quotes on stupidity make me feel better, because I am NOT going shopping today. I was supposed to, but a certain someone planned to have it on THIS DAY, which is GOOD FRIDAY, WHICH I WOKE UP EARRRRRRRRRRRRRLY TO, AT AROUND 8:10 BECAUSE I WENT TO SLEEP AT 1:45 AND ONLY GOT 6 HOURS AND 15 MINUTES OF SLEEP, WHICH IS AROUND 2 TO 3 HOURS LESS THAN THE DAILY RECOMMEDED AMOUNT OF SLEEP. I ALSO STRAIGHTENED MY LONG AND THICK HAIR TO LOOK DECENT AND GOT DRESSED NICELY, TO LATER ON FIND OUT THAT THE STUPID DANG MALLS IN THE STATES AND CANADA ARE EFFING CLOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED. WHY DID I NOT THINK OF THIS????? ( It's not JUST ME!@!@!>#>)
I'M REALLY TIRED.
Dissapointed would be a major understatement. I AM BEYOND ANNOYED AND ANGRY.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAGKJHALFKJGHKLFJGHKLJS.

"Stupidity is better kept a secret than displayed."- Heraclitus of Ephesus.

IGONORANCE IS NOT BLISS.

Thou canst not teach me to forget. - Romeo and Juliet, MANGA version.

Amanda Bynes ran over a bunny! In "What I Like About You," when she had already broke up with her boyfriend, but was still regretting it.

"Never write a letter while you are angry." - Chinese Proverb. Already did that... >:)

When I get angry, I tend to type with the caps lock on, and hit any key in frustration.

I am now also supposed to look for dress ideas... HELP.

I hate it when there's no toilet paper in the bathroom.

When eating hallow chocolate animals, I bite off the heads first. Yum.

"Anger is short lived madness." - Horace.

I am now getting over it, and I might go tomorrow. If I don't, then ! @#$%^&*.

Au Revoir,
Monica

10 Things That Annoy The Heck Out Of Me!

2009-03-16T11:28:00.000-04:00

I've been meaning to put this up, because I suddenly felt annoyed by the world and a lot of un-important things. Also, it's fun letting the blogging world know what annoys the heck out of me, as long as no one trys to use it against me.

#1. I hate it whenever I have to get the phone, and no one else bothers to get it because they think I will, so we don't end up knowing who wanted to speak to someone. That is ANNOYING beyond belief!

#2. I hate Miley Cyrus and her annoying voice. I'm not jealous or anything, but I seriously don't like her in general. It's not like a I-hate-her-and-want-to-kill-her type of way. It's just a strong, steady dislike, or hate/ annoyance. I guess...

#3. Having someone tell you the ending of a book, or something important that happens. Alright, I admitt I have done that to someone before, but only because they were making up disgusting stories on the bus ride back from the Holocaust museum. They know who they are.

#4. Overly obsessed fans of anything. Likes cats, dogs, hamsters, animals in general, movie stars, Twilight (eye rolling), the unhygenic Robert Pattinson, bands..etc. It's sooooooooooo annoying when they say, "OhMyGosh, I love ________." and they wear shirts dedicated to them, while also talking endlessly about it. I hate that.

#5. Slow computers. I used to have a slow computer. It made me extremely frustrated, but now I have a high speed, totally awesome computer of blog worthy awesomeness. I also hate slow laptops, like the ones at school. Argh. Those succccccck. It takes forever to look things up sometimes, and you can't always log in properly, so it wastes boring class time when my brain sometimes numbs up, from the complete and utter boredom, plus my sleep deprivation.

#6. Sequels to movies or books that suck. For example, Open Season 2, most likely New Moon, Grease 2 and probably a lot of other ones I can't really recall. Anyhow. It's nice to have a first good movie or book, but having a second one come out, that isn't even half decent of what the first one was, is stupid, pointless and a dumb waste of time.

#7. Fake tans, or overly tanned people who do not have the right skin tone for being that dark. It's really weird, seeing this person, with naturally light skin, have a deep orange, or even brown tan. They're killing themselves slowly, with the natural lights , UV rays, and tanning booths. It's extremely dangerous, especially with global warming, and can cause skin cancer. Plus, it looks kinda ugly. Who really is orange? I mean besides Oompa Loompas.

#8. Gross, degrading and deragatory raps, which just happens to be almost all of the raps that are out these days. I'll admit, some can be catchy at times, but must everything be about doing something to another person?? If you really listen to raps, like I sometimes do, you hear things about hookers and prostitues. Why must songs be about those topics of their choice? There are obviously better and less gross things to write and or rap about...

#9. Drinking warm water... well really, that explains it's self. I don't like drinking warm water. It's really gross. Ice cold, or freezing water, is generally prefered. Unless I'm super tired, or just ran around for something, and am desperate for something to drink, then I do, but otherwise, water that is warm and tastes funny doesn't not have my approval.

#10. People who POKE ME hard, purposely. People like this think they're being funny. You know, because supposedly poking Monica, provoking her to get angry and blow up at your face is funny.
Of course, if a person is just joking, and doesn't poke me hard, or trys to annoy me, then I guess I won't care as much. :)

Ah well. That is the end of my ten dislikes, or just the ones I posted. >:)

Au Revoir!
Monica

I also remembered how I don't like it when people suddenly change the channel while you're watching t.v. So (hehehe) I lied, there are actually 11 things that annoy the heck out of me. >:) I really dislike odd numbers. Ohh... 12... hahahah.

My Twentieth Post

2009-03-04T17:57:00.000-05:00

Since any odd number, especially 9, really bother me, I guess I am now posting about random things and shoot...

So a while ago, I went to the dentist for my yearly check-up and it was NOT FUN. No way jose was it fun at all, although it was surprisingly short. You know how when the person before the dentist cleans your teeth? Well mine cleaned my teeth hard enough to cause me to BLEED. TWICE. It was sooooooo (x12456) gross, because I was kept occupied with watching her clean my teeth since there was a mirror thing above, and two times in a row, the blood gushed out of my gums. Later on, at home, I discover a noticable hole in one of my gums. Ewwwwwwwwwwww. It was extremely sickening...

I'm afraid that one day, since I'm weird and all, that I'll get a freaky disorder that will scar me forever, like obsessive compulsive disorder. Seriously. I know that people who do have OCD are neat freaks/germaphobic (which I am not... YET), number crazed (liking only certain numbers like 16!) and obsessive over little things. They can also go anorexic from the fear of contaminated food and other negative things. It wouldn't be fun. Nooooo.

I discovered this awesome, not so new authour named Annette Curtis Klause, who is actually pretty dang awesome. She wrote the book Blood and Chocolate, and Freaks, which I kind of.... adore.

I noticed that whenever I pick out something to wear for the day, I ALWAYS match my socks to my sweater or t-shirt... could it be possibly be signs of OCD???

Since I've also been saving this post for a while, I'd also like to mention how I , Monica the magnificent (no, not really) went to a dance for the first time! I'll admit it was somewhat fun, even if the music was too loud for comfort. I might go to the next one? As long as I have some friends to accompany me. ( Jessica?) Even though I know fifth graders have already been going to dances, and I've recently been to my first, it's better late than never.

Thanks to French class, I keep forgetting to write the word, "Dance," with an "s" instead of a "c".
It drives me crazy. I also hate how I sometimes write down "of" instead of "or".... MY SPELLING MISTAKES DRIVE ME CRAZY!!

Guess what song is awesome? Right Round my Flo-Rida. Even though I don't like how he talks about a girl pole dancing and other harlot like things, the song is so dang catchy. I also like a somewhat older song, "The Remedy," by Jason Mraz, because he's just an awesome singer.

My keyboard is acting up. It's NOT WORKING CORRECTLY, as in everything seems to be sticky! I don't even really eat by it much anymore... I've already learned my lesson when I spilled ice-cream on it once...

One of my current book obsessions (that come randomly enough, like my posts and subjects in it) is that I love The Prince of Tennis... Ryoma Echizen.... the comics... and I don't usually read manga/anime or whatever it is, a lot. It's annoying awesome. I've even watched some of the t.v. series in Japanese (with the subtitles of course) on YouTube. Haha. I love that website. YouTube, Google and Sims 2 are my life... unfortunately. Alright not my life, but they have a great deal of time in it... UNFORTUNATELY. Wow, I am really nature deficet. I should go outside more... like maybe after this? Nah...

Joking. I will, so I don't make a certain person angry or annoyed.

Au Revoir,
MONICA

MORE: I think I'll start posting more, since it is March Break and all.

Sing Star, Popcorn and Grapefruit a.k.a. YESTERDAY

2009-02-22T11:34:00.000-05:00

So, yesterday was a fun filled day.

Jessica and two other buddies came over, and we partied like ROCKSTARS.

No, not really, we played Sing Star (terribly), Jessica hogged the popcorn as she ate it with chopsticks, and my mother chopped up some grapefruit, which Jessica (again) didn't know how to eat.

Fun times...

Unfortunately, I'm too dang tired to write anymore, so Au Revoir!

Until I regain my strength,
Monica

Random Shiz-nit

2009-02-19T18:03:00.000-05:00

So,
I haven't really posted anything in a while.
I think I should have,
but I guess I was too lazy.
Darn.

Raps these days, huh?
A lot are about fame, money, drugs, uhhh... something that begins with an "S" and other not so appropriate things.
Tisk, Tisk.
Today I was kept outside of more than ten minutes listening to this person talk.
I froze.

Happyslip on YouTube, is very funny in her own special way.
Also, she's Asian.

I am feeling too lazy to do anything else right now, so I guess I'll just keep rambling on about nothing, to fill up this annoyingly empty of anything new blog of this month, and keep it worthwhile.

Vapid is a word that is similar to lackluster and dull.
Getting compliments from people you really don't want to get compliments from is weird.
I like this awesome walnut like ice-cream, with maple flavourings. It's really good.
Willow Summer Breeze would be the perfect middle name for Jessica's non-exsistant child.
My fingers are weirdly numb.
My brain is starting to numb over.
Ahhhh.....

The movie Changelings is sad, a bit frightening in some ways, and in all, pretty decent, incase you ever want to watch it.

I HATE SPEECHES.
I LIKE TYPING IN LARGE FONTS WITH THE CAPS LOCK ON!

AU REVOIR,
Monica

p.s. Wombat Stew isn't really supposed to mean anything. I was though, going to mention how I used to sing this weird song with it or that it was from this story, but I lost the mood for it.

Wombat Stew

2009-01-21T18:30:00.000-05:00

Today I was in the mood, to discuss my feeling towards my not so interesting or exciting life and other random, irrelevent things. Unfortunately, I suddenly realized that I want all opposite-of-females to go to
...

Au Revior,
MONica

January 1st, 2009

2009-01-01T23:03:00.001-05:00

The beginning of a new year. A new day, hour, second, millisecond... etc.
2009!
Two thousand and nine!
2000 + 9!
1000+1000+ (3x3) !
Aren't my mathematical skills amazing?
I decided to post something on the beginning of a new year, after all my wretched boredom and laziness.
Christmas day, was a jolly good time. I recieved some spectacular items, and had a BLAST!
New Years, was decent, I suppose.
I sipped some of my father's wine, and for the second time of my life, I was disgusted with the nasty achoholic wine I sampled. Eeek. It's gah-ross. I also, fortunately, didn't get drunk!
When the clock finally struck 12:00, everyone sipped their pop in styrofoam cups, and we all clinked cups, while some weird people started laughing! hahaha. It was definitely NOT me.
I had an okay time.
Today, I am a bit peed off, because I forgot to watch a re-run of the movie "The Hey Arnold Movie," that I haven't seen in years. My stupid Sims 2 game distracted me. It's so darn addicting! Unfortunately, it also kept exiting out, for some odd reason, so that made me even more unhappy.

Whatever, it's OVER now, and I am content, since I posted on the New Year, and watched some awesome movie.

Au Revoir,
Monica

p.s. I adored the movie, "The Dark Knight!" It was so action-packed and awesome that I was never really bored! Also, I feel sad that Heath Ledger died, since he was in it. On the Brighter side, I LOVED THE CAR THAT BRUCE USED IT THERE. The Lamborghini Murcielago. I can't even properly pronounce the Murcielago part, but so what? That car is the shiznit. (: So sleek, elegant and graceful (if that's even possible).

Eleven Weird Facts!

2008-12-14T19:32:00.000-05:00

[#1] There are ONZE days left until Christmas. (That is French, for eleven, incase you didn't know...)

[#2] Every minute 21 000 pizzas are made in the world. Maybe a bunch come from Italy? Joking.

[#3] We get goosebumps where our ancestors used to have hair. Eek. Yech. GAH-ross.

[#4] I was playing this interesting game, and almost did something completely amazing, but then my internet stopped WORKING, AND IT EXITED OUT OF THE FLIPPING GAME.

[#5] A quid, is like a buck, only for British folks.

[#6] Bish-bash-bosh is self-confidence and swagger. (Or being appealing to the opposite gender of one's self.)

[#7] The reason I know so many of those weird and or different sayings, is because I was reading this book called, "Gotta Get Some Bish Bash Bosh, and it's setting is in Britian, thus making it hard to comprehend some words. Luckily, like most books created in the U.K. it has a glossary for us North-American folk that don't comprehend their complicated ways.

[#8] I realized that I haven't posted in 22 days. I BROKE THE NON-EXISTANT CYCLE. SHA-WOW!

[#9] I made up the word sha-wow. It's idiotic, yet joyously fun to say. :)

[#10] IF YOU'RE A SASKATCH YOU COME FROM SASKATCHEWAN. I made that up during MATH CLASS, but I don't mean to offend and Saskatchewan-ers, even though it could be true. Not saying that it is... I'm joking. Seriously.

[#11] This is the last post. An un-even number. Although it may be bothering me a little, I am going to let it end. HEHEHEHE!

AU REVOIR my followers,

Acinom.

Twilight - The Movie

2008-11-21T22:58:00.000-05:00

Well, my friends and I decided that we all wanted to go see the movie Twilight, which of course everyone has heard of, because of our freaky obsessed nature to talk about it 24/7, at school.

So Jesser-Roo picks us up, we go to the movie theater, wait in line for an hour, get good back seats, buy a slushie for J. et moi, then watch, TWILIGHT.

Was it as amazing as it was meant to be? No. Not to me anyways. Twilight was a bit too rushed in the scenes where Bella and Edward are SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING, and Bellward had absolutely no chemistry. Nada. Not any actual passion at all.

Fortunately though, there was of course, EDWARD, a hilarious worm scene, a funny mind reading part, a humurous intro of the Cullen family, and an action-packed baseball game, full o' fun. I didn't think Twilight was supposed to be funny, but I guess it was. So that a plus... I guess.

Twilight rated out of 10? I'd give it a high 6, low-ish 7.

Titanic is still better, and definitely more PASSION FILLED.

Anywho, I don't really have anything else to post, other than the fact that stupid people make me extremely angry and annoyed.

AU REVIOR,
Monica

p.s. My apologies for spelling JESSEROO's name incorrectly, although I like it better with the dash.

Titanic the Movie

2008-11-02T11:27:00.000-05:00

I'm about eleven years late, in seeing the whole movie Titanic, but it's waaaaaaaaay better most of the movies these days.

I absolutely, positively, adoreeeeeeed Titanic.

I think it's the best movie ever created. Ever.

I was at my cousin's house, and we were bored, so she asked if my sister, other cousin and I wanted to watch Titanic. At the time, I didn't really care, because it didn't seem like it would be all that great of a movie, but I was dead wrong.

Titanic was such a tragic romance, filled with deep and utter sadness, based on the depressingly true events of the R.M.S. Titanic.

I loved the movie. It was amazing, and made me feel deep emotions. Luckily, I didn't cry. :)

I think Leonardo Dicaprio and Kate Winslet did a spectacular job in the film. Seriously. I melted into a deep puddle of ardent love for the movie, and emotion.

Now, on to something that isn't a rant about how much I loved Titanic.

On Halloween, I didn't go trick or treating, because I have reached an age, where getting dressed up in a costume, is a drag, and I don't care about it any more. Except for the candy.
My mother was going last minute candy shopping, and in that process, she also bought me this GIGANTIC box of mini ( yes mini, but there were 50 of them) chocolates since I wasn't going this year. That made me extremely happy, and I was later on candy high, but all in all, I was happy, got to hand out candy with my cousin, who came over, and GOT CHOCOLATE. I was seriously craving chocolate, and I actually got chocolate. Not to mention, by siblings also were being more generous than usual, and shared their chips, and other sweet treats avec moi. A major plus.

I read Glass, the sequel to Crank, and it is sad. Christina ends of losing custody of her baby Hunter, and she and her boyfriend get arrested for getting caught posessing drugs, and for stealing from her mother.

A lot of things seem to be brooding now-a-days.

Au Revior,

Monica

A new name / UPDATE!

2008-10-19T11:32:00.000-04:00

I decided that Peach Yogurt, Reading, and Confessions, was too long, and somewhat

childish, so I instead changed my blog title to Peachy Confessions, because it still maintains

the word peach and my adoration for them, and the confessions part. I also noticed that I

haven't really posted about things I've been reading, so it's done. Finished.

Welcome to Peachy Confessionals.

Enjoy.

Free Stuff

2008-10-17T19:06:00.000-04:00

Well,
My fellow students and I just so happened to get our HPV shots to prevent cervical cancer.
It was kind of painful when the needle broke through my skin, and stayed stabbed in my arm for a few seconds. It felt like minutes though.
Anywho,
after the needle came out of my arm, I got this circular smiley face bandage on my arm, and today,
we got some Free Chapsick, for surviving the shot, not crying, being mature about it, and also probably because we are so darn cool.
I have to love it when they give us free chapstick. Especially when it's mint flavoured (?), and made of natural (er) ingredients.
Also, something funny, was that the nurse that injected the vaccine into my arm, had to ask me questions before she gave me the shot. ie. Do you think you are pregnant? I kind of smiled at that, and for obvious reasons, said, "No," so she wouldn't think that I actually thought I was or am pregnant because I am not. I even mentioned before how I am going to stay abstinent. Yeah. I am STICKING to my words of wisdom. Again though, why the heck would I be in any sort of way "active" at my age. Seriously. I know she was suppose to ask that question, but I obviously am not.
Still,
I have a free tube of chapsick, and it's awesome.
As I was leaving my classroom today though, I saw a bunch of girls, including myself though, looking at their chapstick, and trying to peel this ugly sticker off from the lid. It made me laugh, and still does. Hahaha.

Au Revior,
Monica :)

Tenth Ever Post.

2008-10-06T21:45:00.000-04:00

So, it's my tenth everrrr post, and I am feeling kinda sad. Sometimes when I listen to songs by the ever so talented Leona Lewis, I start feeling down, and dreary. Almost sad and depressed. I don't think it's really possible for me to really feel happiness without the worry, stress, and annoyance, from my everyday surroundings, and stupid, idiotic school.

On the other hand, I found out what mofo meant. It has an extremely crude meaning, and I am so juvenile for looking it up... I've heard the word before, from fellow peers, who for now will remain un-named, but I've never really comprehended what the meaning was.

I think that hanging out with your friends for too long isn't great for your independence because you start using the same vocabulary as them. I've had one of my realizations, that a certain friends vocab is rubbing off on me. I actually almost used the word shall. No offence to this friend who probably knows who I'm talking about, but goodness, they talk a lot.

So, The Twilight Movie has a newer trailer, and I think it's the best, out of the three. It's super-duper amazing, although similar to the previous trailers. Ah well. The trailer is also on YouTube, which I happen to use daily, for watching dimwitted, yet entertaining videos.

I've noticed, whenever I happen to type out a post, I never really focus on one topic... Maybe I should try that next time? Maybe, if I'm feeling excrusiatingly bored...

Holy stuff, I just remembered something very suddenly. Whipped cream is gooooooood. Like really good. It's like gouuuuuuuuda. Gouuuuuuuda cheese. Haha. Gouda cheese. :)

Anyhow. I am currently overwhelmed by homework, and books that are due in two weeks, so I have got to do other things.

Au Revior,

Monica

"High on Life"

2008-10-04T17:13:00.000-04:00

As a friend of mine once used, I am now, at this moment, somewhat high on life. Okay, well no, not really. I was just washing CARS, a few hours ago, and I now have this WONDERFUL scarf my grandmother crocheted pour moi. I feel so loved, special, delusional, bored, hyper and RANDOM. Hoo rah. It's this purple-ish, pink-ish, brown, fuzzy warm scarf, that was crocheted with love. Gotta love my grandparents.

Kay, well I found out a few freaky-deaky WEIRD, things. Did you know that the places where we get goosebumps, are the places where our harrier ancestors used to have hair? Weird and somewhat gross much? Did you also know that if Barbie were a real person, she wouldn't really be human at all, most definitely anorexic, and walking on all fours? She would be extremely tall, with endless legs, a humungo neck, tiny waist, large bust, and not so large head. Barbie wouldn't be beautiful, like the dolls are supposed to be, she would be FREAKY.

Sometimes, at home, I'm really weird. I can't help but let go, and lose my composure at home. All of because it's my home. I don't always want to be quiet, and polite. Sometimes, I scream about things, and forget I'm doing it. Other times, I sing songs I like out loud, very loudly. Especially when they are good songs.

Speaking of songs, I like the song Grace Kelly by Mika. I know it's incredibly old, but after hearing it in the movie What Happens In Vegas, I downloaded it, and got somewhat obsessed over it. I've listened to it over 80 times already. Goodness. Sometimes I get these weird song obsessions, and listen to them for a while, until I find a new one I like or get sick of it.

I am currently sick of WASHING CARS. I hate washing cars now. It is most definitely not fun.
Cake is really good. I wanna eat some. Mmm.
Sometimes instead of calling my dad's cellphone, I accidentally call my cousins. Ha. Ha..hahahaha Different ways to show that you are laughing are to say, "Ha, hee, hahee, hoo ha, harharhar, funny, funnehhhhhhh, funney, LOL, LMAO, LMBO, ROFL, LMFAO, LTFSOOM, (which I idiotically made up on the spot) and HEHAHHDEHAHFAKFNBGAJG....etc.
If I had leather pants, like Sandy had in Grease, a movie that I find humourously awesome, then I would wear them if I ever I found someone who would sing along to "You're The One That I Want," with me.
Ohhh. My speed of thought is faster than yours. Well, alright, probably not...
I've never really had an adrenaline rush. That would be awesome though.
Twilight is the best.
Dried squid is gross.
I once ran into a door, and pole. It was very painful.

That is all, for my randomness.
ALRIGHT,
Toodles,
Monica

A Series of Annoying Questions

2008-09-25T19:47:00.000-04:00

Well.

As Jehsyka and other students at school may know, I've gotten into this phase where I like to ask people weird, stupid, and irelevent questions, that are a bit personal.

Alas, It's incredibly fun making people uncomfortable, and watching them turn scarlet.

Hehe. Me and my devious ways.

Well, now it's time for question time. Hoo rah.

#1. Are you emolicious?
#2. Do you think you are emolicious?
#3. Would you like to be emolicious?
#4. Are your teeth white?
#5. When was the last time you brushed them?
#6. Have you ever heard of teeth whitener?
#7. Ever consider using it?
#8. Peach yogurt is the best ever, aight?
#9. Can you, can you do the can-can? ... etc.
#10. Do you find uneven numbers annoying?
#11. Like the number 9?
#12. Do you think about waxing yo' belly?
#13. How incredibly stupid do you think these questions are?
#14. Why the heck are you mocking me?
#15. Why are you laughing at me?
#16. Are you scared of being alone?
#17. Are you scared of the DARK?
#18. Are you insecure?
#19. Are you deprived of something and craving it right now?
#20. Are you listening to me?
#21. Did you know that this is the end of my idiotic questions as we know it?

.........

#21. Did you know I was lying?
#22. Did you know that I'm a rebel? Or in this case. A rubbel...
#23. Did you know that 21 is also another way to say blackjack?
#24. Did you know that I like that game?

Well. I could come up with endless questions, but I can't really type them all out.

Instead, I feel like speaking about other weird things that happened in my life, since I last posted.

Peach yogurt. I know it's kind of weird for anyone to like it so much, but it's so incredibily good, and yogurtlicious. Yeah. I'm creative. I came up with a word to describe the ultimate taste, and power of Peach Yogurt. I am such a geek. Gosh.

So, the Pussycat Dolls had their new album come out two days ago. I found out today. Interesting. I don't think the songs are as good though, except for "When I Grown Up", which I happen to like. :) Demi Lavato, on the other hand, had her album come out two days ago too. Weird. I listened to some of her songs though, and I have to say, the album isn't that bad, although I think she copied Paramore a bit. I like Paramore. THEY ROCK.

I've been reading a ton of books lately, and I can't really get them all done. You know what else? I just bought some books today. I am such a confusing person even to myself sometimes. Really.

Anyhow, I've finally ran out of things to say for now,
So,
Au Revior!

Monica (!)

Tomorrow!

2008-09-11T21:33:00.000-04:00

September 12th is a very special day. My Birthday!

W00t!

I'm feeling this weird excitement bubbling up inside me and ready to burst, even though I'm not really sure what is happening tomorrow or what I am going to do...

Still, I am turning a special age, and feeling quite excited about that. :)

Joy and happiness!

Wonder and surprise!

Excitment and nervousness! (?)

I hope this year, my birthday at school won't be so awkward, and people will actually manage to say Happy Birthday without not meaning it. I hate that. Or I hope I will at least get a genuine, heart-felt and warm Happy Birthday! That would make me happy.

This year in school is different. People are still close from the year before, so we don't have to rekindle the old friendships, and feel any awkwardness from not seeing each other over the summer. We communicate, and laugh idiotically at stupid jokes. It's seriously like we never even left school. I'm serious. It's so freaking weird... I don't mind it though. It makes everything funner!

Anyway the Large Hadron Collider? I am seriously scared. What if a black hole is created, our world get sucked up, and it ends life as we know it? I don't WANT to die. Goodness! The scientists working on it should realize that people are still going to be afraid, no matter how "low" the percentage is. Why spend 9 freakin' billion dollars on something that could endanger life as we know it? Why not use the money on helping poor, starving, over-populated COUNTRIES THAT NEED IT MORE? Is this madness all in the name of Science? I bet Jimmy Neutron wouldn't even take it that far. At least he has some common sence. He's a genius. Duh.

Anyways. If you really want to learn more about the stupid LHC (for short) you can go to the YouTube search on my blog and actually watch the video about the LHC. It's called the Large Hadron Rap. As corny as it may be, it's very informative and even kind of interesting.

Changing topics,

Today I had peach yogurt for lunch! I unfortunately didn't eat it because as much as I love yogurt, I just don't like eating it at school. I can't really explain why, but eating it at home makes me happier and even calmer.

Anywho. I am up way past my bedtime, and need to go do some crud, before I sleep.

Au Revior,

Monica the Birthday girl!

A Come Back!

2008-09-06T22:05:00.000-04:00

I am back to my "normal" self, although some may think I'm not always normal...

Ah well.

As Jehsyka commented, (who by the way has her own blog) I am steadily approaching teenage-dom, and thus, I WILL BE A TROUBLE MAKER! Or someone, who doesn't know me, will consider me one. :) I am no longer, a goody two shoe. I am (going to be) a teenager. Hear me ROAR.

I won't be one of the youngest people in my class anymore! I'll be a teenager!

Speaking of Teenagers. That's a song by one of my favourite bands. My Chemical Romance. I'll finally be able to RELATE.

My plans, though, for my Birthday, are undecided. I have no clue what to do.

I'm thinking of having a cake, with my immediate family, and maybe going to eat out somewhere. Like at Arby's maybe? I love curly fries, and the sandwiches. Mmmmmm. I'm thinking Arby's. :D

Anywho! I at least hope to enjoy myself, and have a semi-good time unlike all my other years during the school year. They bring back not too happy memories.

I almost forgot to say,

I got a Metro Station C.D. as an early, birthday present from my father, even though I picked it out myself. I know it's somewhat old, but I happen to like the songs from Metro Station, and like the pop-ish dance music-y stuff...
I also decided to get it because I have no new-ish C.D.'s for my stereo. I used have songs from only like four or five years ago, but now I have one from only a year ago! Go me, and my bad timing.

I am now waiting for a certain someone to pick something up, so as the French say,

Au Revior,

MONICAAAaaaaaaaaaa !?

Dramatic Sighing

2008-09-01T14:23:00.000-04:00

Well,

There comes a time in my life when I start feeling bored, somewhat depressed, and kind of lazy.

And UNCREATIVE.

I cannot think of anything to blog about at the moment, because of my mood, which I might add, changes pretty easily, depending on my surroundings.

Ahhhhhh. Sadness.

Au Revior, and Until I get out of this blogging block,

Monica

HOLY shoot, I SPILLED MY ICE CREAM A FEW MINUTES AGO! @#$%

2008-08-24T20:29:00.000-04:00

Well, the title explains it all.

Oops. Big mistake.. hehe... I'm not supposed to eat food by the computer for reason like that... Well, I've never spilt food on the KEYBOARD before... BUT THIS IS A FIRST.

DARNET.

I guess I can't really eat my ice-cream here. It was mint chocolate chip. Mmmm, and so good. Ah well, I'll just have to eat it down stairs later on.

I hope my keyboard's not messed up. HOLY crud it's not working properly. ARHGHGHGH.

I'm not in that great of a mood right now, since I'm hungry, craving ice cream, chocolate and something else to settle my unsettling feeling.

Anyhow, Robert Cormier, I now know, is a French Canadian, although he lived in the United States. I read a lot of his books, and noticed that in some of them, the protagonists were French Canadian, and it gave me a hint that he was French since his last name is Cormier. It has a French-esque, about it. After questioning GOOGLE, about it, I found out Cormier is French. He was a great writer, although now he isn't alive, and in most of the books the protagonists usually end up losing, the books have something kind of disturbing about them, and they are kind of sad, in the end.

At the moment, I'm listening to a song by The Hush Sound. It's called As you Cry, and in my opinion it's a great song.
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Actually, what I typed up above the line was yesterday... I just saved in and decided that TODAY, I would add more on to it.

Today:

# 1 ... Cheerios are great for breakfast, apart from being plain and grainy.

# 2 ... Meg Cabot is a great authour. She's funny, creative, and her books are addictive.

# 3 ... Besides that my cruddy digital camera, which I got free from a Christmas party, allows me to take pictures while attached to my computer, it's still worthless and a piece of junk.

I don't really have anything to blog about today, So I'm off to use my computer some more, read, go outside, and watch t.v. until school starts.

Wait ,

a few more things, Gossip Girl, to moi, is Awesome, betta fish tanks SMELL , and having a birthday close to the school year, can be very useful, in obtaining gifts, and items I may want.

:)

Au Revior,

Monica

YouTube = Awesome-ness

2008-08-21T20:36:00.000-04:00

YouTube , is a magical place, full of wonder and amusement, where you can explore and watch anything your heart desires.

YouTube is like an online Amusement Park,

the Top Thrill Dragster,

Millenium Force,

the (Canadian) Behemoth.

Or kind of like it since you can watch the rides, on YouTube! By the way, I've been to Cedar Point and Canada's Wonderland, and thoroughly enjoyed myself. :)

I wish I knew how to upload the videos of people on the rides. I already tried using the add video button, but still... ARGH. My computer/blogger says there's an error.

But if you really want to see some videos of what it might be like to go on those rides that I mentioned before... click :
Here!

or Here!

no, right HERE!!!

Fun times. =D

Alright well, ENOUGH, of YouTube for now, I have some thing I would like to mention.

I got this new book called Evil Genius. Sounds interesting, eh? I haven't really gotten to read it yet, but maybe when I'm finished I'll post a book review.

I'm coo. Inside joke.

When I really bored, I finish doing things that need finishing. Like putting away my laundry, reading old books, and not procrastinating, which I'll admitt, is a terrible, bad habbit.

When I Grow Up - By PCD, is catchy, and all I can say is, "Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it." Ohhhh scary.

I NEED A HAIRCUT.

Au Revior,

Monica

Crank by Ellen Hopkins

2008-08-20T14:22:00.000-04:00

So right now, I'm reading this book called Crank, and I'm half way through, even though I just started yesterday.

At the back of the book, it tells about how Kristina, the main character, goes to visit her Father, somewhere in New Mexico, but is then Replaced my Bree, who is fearless, and quite the opposite of Kristina. Bree, then meets Adam (/Buddy) who introduces her to the Monster. Crank.

At first, while checking out the book, I didn't know that Crank is actually a drug. It's a form of Crystal Meth, which is obviously bad (like all drugs), and addicting.

Until I read the Dedication of the book, I thought it would be an action/adventure or sci-fi, book about how a girl gets replaced by an actual person, while visiting her Dad and then meeting the monster that practically kills her.

Bree and Kristina are the same person, kind of like she's two faced, Her father doesn't stop her from taking Crank since he abuses drugs too, and I'm pretty sure Kreena gets pregnant. Crank, is a monster, that is slowly killing her, even though she craves it, and (ew) snorts it up.

I, unlike, Kreena, will never, ever, ever, times infinity, take drugs. Ever.
That is so sick, snorting stuff up your nose. It's discusting. I'm not about to go ruin my life, while I have so much planned ahead. If I want to acheive any of my goals, I'm obviously not going to do something so incredibly stupid that would get me kicked out of my house.

Also, I'm staying abstinent. Not stretch marks for me, big belly or gaining weight with a baby inside of moi! Nuh-uh!

Abstinence, is the key to a healthy and happy lifestyle!

Alright, well, I am finished ranting about abstinence and being anti-drugs,

So Au Revoir!

Monica

Número Uno!

2008-08-19T14:53:00.000-04:00

Welcome to My First EVER Post on Blogger.com!

My name is Monica, A.K.A. Alpha-Blood-Wolf, on Blogger because I am a secretly & somewhat crazed, obsessed Twilight fan, with OCD ( Obsessive Cullen Disorder) and too much time on my hands, so I came up with ah-mazing names like that.

I guess I'm kind of weird. I admit it. I laugh at random things, and laugh about things that didn't really happen to me, but in books. At school,while in class, I'm quiet. Not just because I don't feel like talking, but because I am observing everything around me, thinking about things, or just because I'm shy. Once you get to know me though, you see the weirdness, hear my thoughts on just about everything, and listen to endless chatter.

If you don't like me, you can spend your life burning wretchedly in eternal fire, fueled by my wrath and fury. :)

Of course, I'm not yet that creative, so I didn't actually come up with the spend your life burning wretchedly in eternal fire part, but I did come up with the fueled by my wrath and fury part! Books are very useful if you want to boost your Creativity.

Creativity, such a wonderful thing! Like Tim Horton's Breakfast sandwiches. They are simple, but oh-so delightful. ( I made that up while going on my vacation a month ago, to Canada's Wonderland and Niagra Falls.)

Right now, since I plan on making a nice long introductory blog entry, I feel like explaining why I named my blog Peach Yogurt, Reading, and Confessions. Well, I named it that because for one, I love peach yogurt. It's my favourite flavour out of the yogurt packets. I keep telling my dad that, and hoping he'll remember, but everytime I ask him what my favourite flavour of yogurt is, or what my favourite fruit is, he blanks out, doesn't answer, or just plain, DOESN'T REMEMBER! Grr. It makes me very annoyed.

Reading, as I explained before, is my getaway from my not so interesting life. I love it, it's addicting, and it's very interesting. Especially Twilight, although that's not the only book series I've read. I love the Princess Diaries series, and a bunch of other things I don't feel like typing out since there's a long list. Read my profile for more info.

Confessions. One night, while lying in bed and trying to fall asleep, I decided I wanted a blog. A Sudden Thought and sheer genius? YES! No not really. I came across them before and thought about making one, and after a while I got one of those, I NEED TO HAVE IT moments. So I made one. :)

Music is my boyfriend. No I'm kidding, but I do love listening to it. Music calms me down, makes me happy, or just makes me want to sing along. I don't want to be one of those people who claims that without music they would die, or that music is their obsession. It's annoying.

I like music particularly by rock/alternative bands, like Paramore, Panic at the Disco, and My Chemical Romance. A newer band I discovered a few months ago would be The Ting Tings. They are more Pop-ish, but they still rock. Hehe. Puns. I like puns, sometimes, but not if someone uses them too much, or if they're incredibly stupid ( kind of like mine...).

Sticky Notes, actually are the best ever. I use them for about everything, and I'm not kidding. Notice the Sticky Note Picture. Hahah Funn-eh. :) Canadian pun.

Also, I would just randomly like to say that I pronounce "The" like "thee" instead of "thuh" some times, I don't like lazy people who won't get the phone by themselves, I sometimes say bathing suit instead of swim suit, and melting cheese then eating it is admittingly good. (To Me) I admit, even though the Pussycat Dolls, too revealing and degrading to women, I like listening to their songs. *Sigh* Me and my embarassingly bad habits.

I didn't know how to pronounce Evanescence until I looked it up, but I still like the band, and I also like The Hush Sound.

Often when I need to look something up or don't know what something is... I use Google. Not like it's a bad thing, but SOME people make it sound like it is. I use YouTube too a lot of times.

Gossip Girl is an awesome show, even though I didn't get to watch many episodes, and Bloons, & Bloons Tower Defence, are my favourite online games. They are simple, but joyously fun.

Since YOU, the person reading this now knows a bunch about yours truly, I feel as if I have fufilled my blogging duty for today, and will probably post more in the next few days.

As the French say,

Au Revoir!

Monica

P.S. I know that the Title isn't in French, but in Spanish, but I thought it sounded much better and looked cool, so I name this that instead. :) I like speaking French. Turqoise by the way, along with navy blue, is my favourite colour. Punctuation and Proper grammer make me happy.